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The lost

iwanttobeanomynoud

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Parts 29
Time 2h 3m

iwanttobeanomynoud

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She is a girl when hydra took her... Until the avengers find her, but that isn't where the story is beginning but it's also...


not ending there 
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❗Trigger warning for torture and all kind of genuinely triggering  shit❗

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This doesn't play in a time zone but, there are some spoilers for civil war and stuff like that but Ultron never happened, end game never happened... (you'll see)

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I don't own marvel I only own everything not marvel related and the storyline I made from numerous story's I read and my own fantasy

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Number one story on mentaldisorder😝😝(22 January 2025)
11th on depression😍😙(19 February 2025)
6th on mental illness💕💊(28 march 2025)
2nd on captured✋🔐(11 June 2025)
2nd on soldier🗡️🤺(23 August 2025)All Rights Reserved

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Y/n is an orphan mutant, her powers first showed When she was 2 and is now 13. She doesn't Have full control of her powers. She has powers or controlling electricity and power. Her abusive guardian and crippling mental health doesn't make it any easier to control them. what will happen when she accidentally texts an avenger thinking it was her best friend Mj? As usual I suck at descriptions- TWs -abuse -suicidal thoughts -sh and gore -foul Language Steve wouldn't approve of -Eating disorder -mention and triggers of SA -panic/anxiety attacks I DO NOT OWN MARVEL OR SNY CHARACTERS (except for Y/N and OC's) Once again this is just a story I use for coping for my dying mental health and trauma. COVER ISNT MINE EITHER CREDIT TO PINTEREST FOR IT Started: 8th September 2022 Finished: 22nd October 2022 Highest ranks 🥇 #nattasharomanoff 🥇 #yelenabelova 🥇 #captainamerica 🥇 #avengers 🥇 #hawkeye #2 in Brucebanner 🥇 #ironmann #3 in Pietromaximoff #2 in clinttbarton #2 in buckyybarnes #16 in mutant #3 in wintersoldier

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Flawed Minds

Mistreated from a young age and sent away in her teens by her parents, she all but disappeared off the face of the Earth. Years of abuse from her new 'guardians' almost drove her mad- until at 22 she was taken by Hydra and spent the next year the subject of inhumane experiments, causing her to release her powers. She made her escape, and the Avengers discovered her collapsed in the snow after the Hydra base exploded. The team were faced with a difficult choice to make in order to save her life. Will she be able to open up and start again? Will she be able to accept her reality? And where will her choices take her? * Don't judge the cover I don't have Photoshop I had to use Microsoft Paint haha my laptop is so old. Also this is the first time I am sharing one of my stories so if you judge please be gentle! * It doesn't really follow the movies, it is more of an in-between movies kind of thing crossed with my own storyline. I do not own Marvel or any of their characters.