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The lost

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Reads 27,635
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Parts 29
Time 2h 3m

abuse avengers buckybarnes captured clintbarton depression experiment hydra maturelanguage mentaldisorder mentalillnes natasharomanoff pain recovery shield soldier steverogers thor tonystark torture used war wintersoldier

She is a girl when hydra took her... Until the avengers find her, but that isn't where the story is beginning but it's also...


not ending there 
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❗Trigger warning for torture and all kind of genuinely triggering  shit❗

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This doesn't play in a time zone but, there are some spoilers for civil war and stuff like that but Ultron never happened, end game never happened... (you'll see)

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I don't own marvel I only own everything not marvel related and the storyline I made from numerous story's I read and my own fantasy

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Number one story on mentaldisorder😝😝(22 January 2025)
11th on depression😍😙(19 February 2025)
6th on mental illness💕💊(28 march 2025)
2nd on captured✋🔐(11 June 2025)
2nd on soldier🗡️🤺(23 August 2025)All Rights Reserved

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