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If You Only Knew // Lashton // Book 1

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If only he knew my true feelings maybe things would be different. I didn't want to be gay. I didn't. There was just something about this boy

Ashton 

Ashton was slowly starting to take over my thoughts until he was all i could think about and I Luke Hemming's had fallen, fallen for this golden brown haired boy.

Then one night changed everything and i drove the one good thing i had away

Why was I such a coward? Why couldn't I just tell him?  

If only he knew my true feelings things would be different, He would still be mine.

'I Luke Hemming's am hopelessly in love with you Ashton Irwin'. 

But the problem was I couldn't tell him, I didn't know how

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The Boy With the Tattoos // Lashton by sunnygays

Luke Hemmings is a guy who thinks he is a total badass. He loves getting new tattoos and piercings. He rides a motorcycle and plays guitar. His best friend Calum thinks he is a badass as well and is punk rock. Ashton Irwin is a loner. He has a best friend Michael. His only friend. But that doesnt matter to Ashton. He only needs Michael to be happy. But he is never happy. He is depressed and thinks that everyone hates him and that he is worthless, fat, and ugly. But he isnt he just believes that. When these two guys meet there whole life changes. ---------- [Warnings: boyxboy, swearing, abuse, self-harm, may be triggering] [Side pairings: Malum]

Lie To Me (A Lashton Fanfiction) by LReneeW

Luke and Ashton have been friends for most of their lives. They've been friends since they were in diapers. But they've both been hiding a major secret from each other... they're gay. Both boys are too scared to tell the other due to the fact that they don't want to lose their best friend. But little do they know, they both have a crush on each other. What happens when one of them slips up and confesses their love to the other after a night of drinking? Read and find out in "Lie to Me".

Permanent Vacation (LASHTON) by Halevetica

Ashton Irwin has finally finished high school and to celebrate his Friend Jack is inviting all his friends to stay in his dad's beach house all summer. Ashton can't wait to relax but when he meets the Hemmings twins relaxing isn't in the cards. Luke And his brother Jake Hemmings are pretty similar but also very different. Luke is quieter but also more mysterious. Jake is loud and a huge flirt. Physically they're almost impossible to tell apart. When they meet Ashton Irwin, Jake immediately takes a liking to the hot guy but Ashton can't be bothered. Jake sees it as a challenge. When Luke and Ashton get stuck rooming together Ashton finds himself drawn to the quiet brother but Luke wants nothing to do with him. Will Jake win over Ashton or will Ashton win over Luke? -LASHTON -JASHTON

The happy and the depressed (lashton) by this5sosfreak

Luke Hemmings. Popular, openly gay, excepted, Always happy. Ashton Irwin. Popular yet bullied at home, openly gay, self harm-er, depressed. What happens when Luke's family moves? Will Luke be able to fix Ashton? Or is he broken beyond repair? *May have triggering seens. Read with caution.* **Discontinued** *Top!luke*

I'm Sorry • Lashton by BrokenTail-lights

"I can't love you Ashton." Luke said quietly, his voice firm, but his eyes avoiding the gaze of the shorter boy "You're... a boy. It's wrong. I can't. I'm sorry." In which Luke is convinced he's confused, and Ashton is convinced he's just an asshole

Vapor [LASHTON AU] by leatherwhing

"Cause I just need another hit You're the thing that I can't quit" -Vapor Luke and his best friend, Calum moved in to their new apartment in hopes of starting a new life and adventure in uni. They were neighbors with Michael, a happy-go-lucky, colored haired, green-eyed guy and his best friend, Ashton, the quiet and mysterious guy who seemed to be angry at the world. Little did Luke know that his greatest adventure would involve the hazel-eyed Ashton and that he'd be drawn into him way harder than he should. T!Ashton B!Luke

Ashton Enchanted » [cashton] √ by boomercal

❝It starts with a fairy casting a spell this one's on Ashton, who you'll come to know well❞ Ashton was given a special 'gift' when he was only a few days old, the 'gift' of obedience. He has never been in love, never had friends and is content to keep it that way until a friendly girl in his class decides she wants to be his friend. Then Ashton has to come to terms with trusting those around him, maintaining his first friendships and managing his first real crush. ❝A fairy tale reveals certain truths, the dangers of choices we are given in youth, but this story is different in thread for our hero had no choice, or that's the story that spread. ❞ - Based on the film Ella Enchanted - |cover by @nicockla|

Save me (Lashton) by MashtonCookies

Luke Hemmings is a popular boy in High school. Everyone loves him and others wish to be him. Everyone, including boys, thinks he's the hottest thing alive. Luke is nice. Luke is happy. Luke is Talented. Luke is rich. Luke is gentle. Luke is sweet. Luke is gay. Ashton is an outcast in High school. Everyone bullies him and other just thinks his a freak. Everyone, including boys, think he's the creppiest thing to walk the earth. Ashton is in pain. Ashton is depressed. Ashton cuts. Ashton has an eating disorder. Ashton is suicidal. Ashton is abused. Ashton is rich. Ashton is gay. Ashton meets Luke. Luke meets Ashton. Luke is in love, so is Ashton. Luke wants to protect Ashton. Ashton doesn't want Luke to get hurt. Ashton wants to leave. Luke wants him to stay.

The Lonely Ones ( Cashton) by BooBearismahname

Ashton Irwin. 18. The loner. Never talks. Never smiles. Never does anything but listen. He is always alone. Has been since he was born and his parents left him with his 48 year old Grandma. All his classmates think he likes to be alone, but inside he's dying for someone to notice him. Just one person to be his friend. To care if one night he were to kill himself. Calum Hood. 18. The nerd. All he ever does is read and write. He hardly ever even looks up. He wasn't always like this though. He changed when his Mum married a man named Peter and Peter started to abuse Calum. That was fifth grade. Now he's in his last year of high school. Other students think he wants good grades or has some disorder. But no. He only reads and writes so he can escape the world he lives in. Just waiting for someone to notice his pain. When Calum and Ashton have been paired up to do a school project together will they find the answers to their problems or will heaven gain two more beautiful angels?

So it goes ✔ by atprawita

- Stay a bit after class. I got a brilliant plan - -You'll like it, I promise. Coz knowing you, you'd probs think that it's inappropriate. But FYI, this one is appropriate enough to be rated PG, I swear - "Whatevs, but what's the plan anyway?" "You and I, switch boyfriends" "Wait, what? Are you insane or something?" "Oh c'mon, it won't be that bad. "I... I don't know, I think I'll sleep on this" Or in which, Michael suddenly had this brilliant idea where he thinks switching boyfriend is the answer to tightening the bond between the four. With that being said, it means from this on, Ashton is gonna be paired up with Michael's boyfriend, and Michael is gonna be paired up with Ashton's boyfriend. Yeah, seems kind of weird and probably going to be so awkward, but what if it wasn't that bad? Here it goes... #288 in #lashton [24.11.20] #423 in #irwin #456 in #hemmings #158 in #lashton [29.11.20] #267 in #irwin #281 in #hemmings #142 in #lashton. [01.12.20] #244 in #irwin #258 in #hemmings #125 in #lashton [13.12.20] #197 in #irwin #209 in #hemmings at_prawita 23rd November 2020

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The Boy With the Tattoos // Lashton

Luke Hemmings is a guy who thinks he is a total badass. He loves getting new tattoos and piercings. He rides a motorcycle and plays guitar. His best friend Calum thinks he is a badass as well and is punk rock. Ashton Irwin is a loner. He has a best friend Michael. His only friend. But that doesnt matter to Ashton. He only needs Michael to be happy. But he is never happy. He is depressed and thinks that everyone hates him and that he is worthless, fat, and ugly. But he isnt he just believes that. When these two guys meet there whole life changes. ---------- [Warnings: boyxboy, swearing, abuse, self-harm, may be triggering] [Side pairings: Malum]