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If You Only Knew // Lashton // Book 1

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If only he knew my true feelings maybe things would be different. I didn't want to be gay. I didn't. There was just something about this boy

Ashton 

Ashton was slowly starting to take over my thoughts until he was all i could think about and I Luke Hemming's had fallen, fallen for this golden brown haired boy.

Then one night changed everything and i drove the one good thing i had away

Why was I such a coward? Why couldn't I just tell him?  

If only he knew my true feelings things would be different, He would still be mine.

'I Luke Hemming's am hopelessly in love with you Ashton Irwin'. 

But the problem was I couldn't tell him, I didn't know how

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Permanent Vacation (LASHTON) by Halevetica

Ashton Irwin has finally finished high school and to celebrate his Friend Jack is inviting all his friends to stay in his dad's beach house all summer. Ashton can't wait to relax but when he meets the Hemmings twins relaxing isn't in the cards. Luke And his brother Jake Hemmings are pretty similar but also very different. Luke is quieter but also more mysterious. Jake is loud and a huge flirt. Physically they're almost impossible to tell apart. When they meet Ashton Irwin, Jake immediately takes a liking to the hot guy but Ashton can't be bothered. Jake sees it as a challenge. When Luke and Ashton get stuck rooming together Ashton finds himself drawn to the quiet brother but Luke wants nothing to do with him. Will Jake win over Ashton or will Ashton win over Luke? -LASHTON -JASHTON

Save me (Lashton) by MashtonCookies

Luke Hemmings is a popular boy in High school. Everyone loves him and others wish to be him. Everyone, including boys, thinks he's the hottest thing alive. Luke is nice. Luke is happy. Luke is Talented. Luke is rich. Luke is gentle. Luke is sweet. Luke is gay. Ashton is an outcast in High school. Everyone bullies him and other just thinks his a freak. Everyone, including boys, think he's the creppiest thing to walk the earth. Ashton is in pain. Ashton is depressed. Ashton cuts. Ashton has an eating disorder. Ashton is suicidal. Ashton is abused. Ashton is rich. Ashton is gay. Ashton meets Luke. Luke meets Ashton. Luke is in love, so is Ashton. Luke wants to protect Ashton. Ashton doesn't want Luke to get hurt. Ashton wants to leave. Luke wants him to stay.

new kid [lashton au] by LashtonStylinson28

"He's just a classmate who talked to me. I shouldn't feel anything. But I do." [Started: Feb 20, 2023] [Ended: April 22, 2023]

The happy and the depressed (lashton) by this5sosfreak

Luke Hemmings. Popular, openly gay, excepted, Always happy. Ashton Irwin. Popular yet bullied at home, openly gay, self harm-er, depressed. What happens when Luke's family moves? Will Luke be able to fix Ashton? Or is he broken beyond repair? *May have triggering seens. Read with caution.* **Discontinued** *Top!luke*

Best Friend's Father by sparklehaze

Ashton Irwin never expected to fall in love with his son's best friend Luke Hemmings, but that's the funny thing about life. or the one where Luke falls helplessly in love with his best friend's father w a r n i n g : age gap *** currently editing ***

The Lonely Ones ( Cashton) by BooBearismahname

Ashton Irwin. 18. The loner. Never talks. Never smiles. Never does anything but listen. He is always alone. Has been since he was born and his parents left him with his 48 year old Grandma. All his classmates think he likes to be alone, but inside he's dying for someone to notice him. Just one person to be his friend. To care if one night he were to kill himself. Calum Hood. 18. The nerd. All he ever does is read and write. He hardly ever even looks up. He wasn't always like this though. He changed when his Mum married a man named Peter and Peter started to abuse Calum. That was fifth grade. Now he's in his last year of high school. Other students think he wants good grades or has some disorder. But no. He only reads and writes so he can escape the world he lives in. Just waiting for someone to notice his pain. When Calum and Ashton have been paired up to do a school project together will they find the answers to their problems or will heaven gain two more beautiful angels?

If You Don't Know || Lashton ✓ by malumdictionary

If you had the choice to have all the knowledge you could ever possibly want or to be able to love who you want and do what you want, what would you choose?

Liar Liar | Lashton by prettyboymalum

Luke is in love with his best friend, Ashton Irwin. He constantly finds himself getting stuck in situations where he feels exposed to his feelings and sexuality. That's the problem. Nobody knows that Luke is into guys, due to his lack of communication and honesty. He knows that his mates aren't homophobic people, but, he is afraid of a few judgements being made. Luke is trapped inside his own little box, bubbling up the thoughts of confessing his feelings for Ashton. However, each time he tries, he ends up creating lies after lies, which the older lad believes. Will Ashton finally see through Luke's lies, or will he stay oblivious to the fact that Luke is in love with him? - • Started - September 22nd, 2014 • • Finished - June 23rd, 2015 • - ** this is one of the first fanfictions I ever wrote. It's not great. Read at your own risk.. **

I'm Sorry • Lashton by BrokenTail-lights

"I can't love you Ashton." Luke said quietly, his voice firm, but his eyes avoiding the gaze of the shorter boy "You're... a boy. It's wrong. I can't. I'm sorry." In which Luke is convinced he's confused, and Ashton is convinced he's just an asshole

Vapor [LASHTON AU] by leatherwhing

"Cause I just need another hit You're the thing that I can't quit" -Vapor Luke and his best friend, Calum moved in to their new apartment in hopes of starting a new life and adventure in uni. They were neighbors with Michael, a happy-go-lucky, colored haired, green-eyed guy and his best friend, Ashton, the quiet and mysterious guy who seemed to be angry at the world. Little did Luke know that his greatest adventure would involve the hazel-eyed Ashton and that he'd be drawn into him way harder than he should. T!Ashton B!Luke

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Permanent Vacation (LASHTON) cover

Save me (Lashton) cover

new kid [lashton au] cover

The happy and the depressed (lashton) cover

Best Friend's Father cover

The Lonely Ones ( Cashton) cover

If You Don't Know || Lashton ✓ cover

Liar Liar | Lashton cover

I'm Sorry • Lashton cover

Vapor [LASHTON AU] cover

Permanent Vacation (LASHTON)

Ashton Irwin has finally finished high school and to celebrate his Friend Jack is inviting all his friends to stay in his dad's beach house all summer. Ashton can't wait to relax but when he meets the Hemmings twins relaxing isn't in the cards. Luke And his brother Jake Hemmings are pretty similar but also very different. Luke is quieter but also more mysterious. Jake is loud and a huge flirt. Physically they're almost impossible to tell apart. When they meet Ashton Irwin, Jake immediately takes a liking to the hot guy but Ashton can't be bothered. Jake sees it as a challenge. When Luke and Ashton get stuck rooming together Ashton finds himself drawn to the quiet brother but Luke wants nothing to do with him. Will Jake win over Ashton or will Ashton win over Luke? -LASHTON -JASHTON