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If You Only Knew // Lashton // Book 1

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If only he knew my true feelings maybe things would be different. I didn't want to be gay. I didn't. There was just something about this boy

Ashton 

Ashton was slowly starting to take over my thoughts until he was all i could think about and I Luke Hemming's had fallen, fallen for this golden brown haired boy.

Then one night changed everything and i drove the one good thing i had away

Why was I such a coward? Why couldn't I just tell him?  

If only he knew my true feelings things would be different, He would still be mine.

'I Luke Hemming's am hopelessly in love with you Ashton Irwin'. 

But the problem was I couldn't tell him, I didn't know how

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Save me (Lashton) by MashtonCookies

Luke Hemmings is a popular boy in High school. Everyone loves him and others wish to be him. Everyone, including boys, thinks he's the hottest thing alive. Luke is nice. Luke is happy. Luke is Talented. Luke is rich. Luke is gentle. Luke is sweet. Luke is gay. Ashton is an outcast in High school. Everyone bullies him and other just thinks his a freak. Everyone, including boys, think he's the creppiest thing to walk the earth. Ashton is in pain. Ashton is depressed. Ashton cuts. Ashton has an eating disorder. Ashton is suicidal. Ashton is abused. Ashton is rich. Ashton is gay. Ashton meets Luke. Luke meets Ashton. Luke is in love, so is Ashton. Luke wants to protect Ashton. Ashton doesn't want Luke to get hurt. Ashton wants to leave. Luke wants him to stay.

The Boy With the Tattoos // Lashton by sunnygays

Luke Hemmings is a guy who thinks he is a total badass. He loves getting new tattoos and piercings. He rides a motorcycle and plays guitar. His best friend Calum thinks he is a badass as well and is punk rock. Ashton Irwin is a loner. He has a best friend Michael. His only friend. But that doesnt matter to Ashton. He only needs Michael to be happy. But he is never happy. He is depressed and thinks that everyone hates him and that he is worthless, fat, and ugly. But he isnt he just believes that. When these two guys meet there whole life changes. ---------- [Warnings: boyxboy, swearing, abuse, self-harm, may be triggering] [Side pairings: Malum]

I'm Sorry • Lashton by BrokenTail-lights

"I can't love you Ashton." Luke said quietly, his voice firm, but his eyes avoiding the gaze of the shorter boy "You're... a boy. It's wrong. I can't. I'm sorry." In which Luke is convinced he's confused, and Ashton is convinced he's just an asshole

My Love- Luke Or Calum by DuckieIsDead

Mal Irwin didn't think she could love after what her ex-boyfriend kai did to her but when she went to go see her brother Ashton Irwin the year she graduated high school and she met Ashton's best friend Luke Hemmings and her world turned around she wasn't the troubled teen anymore when she was with luke he made her better she started to fall in love when she least expected it but she liked that she is and that it is luke he was so sweat and kind he made her heart melt her brother knew they had feeling for eachothere when she visited on Christmas and he was so happy they did because she was so much happier. But what happens when luke cheats on her. Warning some sexual things in this book i would advise no little kids under 14

Vapor [LASHTON AU] by leatherwhing

"Cause I just need another hit You're the thing that I can't quit" -Vapor Luke and his best friend, Calum moved in to their new apartment in hopes of starting a new life and adventure in uni. They were neighbors with Michael, a happy-go-lucky, colored haired, green-eyed guy and his best friend, Ashton, the quiet and mysterious guy who seemed to be angry at the world. Little did Luke know that his greatest adventure would involve the hazel-eyed Ashton and that he'd be drawn into him way harder than he should. T!Ashton B!Luke

The Irwin Chronicles//lashton by writer_of_stories33

While on tour Ashton has been struggling the past couple of months, while no one seems to notice, until Luke does one day. Luke who has started drinking again struggles to contain his back and forth mindset with his feelings towards Ashton and his own issues. Luke's battle with substance abuse and Ashton's declining mental health, mixed into their already crazy lives, starts a horrible downhill spiral for one of them. Trigger warning This book contains graphic descriptions and feelings that the reader may be trigger by, please read at your comfort level, this book is also incomplete and I haven't edited the chapters at the top to contain trigger warnings yet. -work in progress- Started in 2017 and picked up again in 2024. I feel like my writing has changed a lot since 2017, very unedited, just something for me to do/ keep me occupied.

Never Be || Lashton (BoyxBoy) by Van971

In a world where soulmates are the norm and being connected means sharing their partner's deepest emotions, Luke Hemmings knows his soulmate has suffered more than most. Ashton Irwin had dreamed about meeting his soulmate all his life, constantly reveled in his mother's tales of the first encounter. "There's nothing quite like that moment you look into their eyes, Ash. That's the moment you know they're yours and you're theirs." Ashton, however, loses all hope of meeting his soulmate after losing his eyesight in an accident that left him damaged in more ways than one. *** Top!Luke Bottom!Ashton Side pairings: Malum, Larry (minor) COMPLETE

So it goes ✔ by atprawita

- Stay a bit after class. I got a brilliant plan - -You'll like it, I promise. Coz knowing you, you'd probs think that it's inappropriate. But FYI, this one is appropriate enough to be rated PG, I swear - "Whatevs, but what's the plan anyway?" "You and I, switch boyfriends" "Wait, what? Are you insane or something?" "Oh c'mon, it won't be that bad. "I... I don't know, I think I'll sleep on this" Or in which, Michael suddenly had this brilliant idea where he thinks switching boyfriend is the answer to tightening the bond between the four. With that being said, it means from this on, Ashton is gonna be paired up with Michael's boyfriend, and Michael is gonna be paired up with Ashton's boyfriend. Yeah, seems kind of weird and probably going to be so awkward, but what if it wasn't that bad? Here it goes... #288 in #lashton [24.11.20] #423 in #irwin #456 in #hemmings #158 in #lashton [29.11.20] #267 in #irwin #281 in #hemmings #142 in #lashton. [01.12.20] #244 in #irwin #258 in #hemmings #125 in #lashton [13.12.20] #197 in #irwin #209 in #hemmings at_prawita 23rd November 2020

The Lonely Ones ( Cashton) by BooBearismahname

Ashton Irwin. 18. The loner. Never talks. Never smiles. Never does anything but listen. He is always alone. Has been since he was born and his parents left him with his 48 year old Grandma. All his classmates think he likes to be alone, but inside he's dying for someone to notice him. Just one person to be his friend. To care if one night he were to kill himself. Calum Hood. 18. The nerd. All he ever does is read and write. He hardly ever even looks up. He wasn't always like this though. He changed when his Mum married a man named Peter and Peter started to abuse Calum. That was fifth grade. Now he's in his last year of high school. Other students think he wants good grades or has some disorder. But no. He only reads and writes so he can escape the world he lives in. Just waiting for someone to notice his pain. When Calum and Ashton have been paired up to do a school project together will they find the answers to their problems or will heaven gain two more beautiful angels?

The Setup » [lashton] √ by boomercal

Calum tells Luke he has a friend he wants to set him up with. He tells Ashton he has a friend he'd like him to meet. He neglects to tell Luke Ashton's straight, and so Luke persues. Nothing bad could come of that right? OR ❝The one where Calum has the best intentions setting Luke and Ashton up except someone should have told Ashton he was being set up and that he's gay❞

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The Boy With the Tattoos // Lashton cover

I'm Sorry • Lashton cover

My Love- Luke Or Calum cover

Vapor [LASHTON AU] cover

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Never Be || Lashton (BoyxBoy) cover

So it goes ✔ cover

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Save me (Lashton)

Luke Hemmings is a popular boy in High school. Everyone loves him and others wish to be him. Everyone, including boys, thinks he's the hottest thing alive. Luke is nice. Luke is happy. Luke is Talented. Luke is rich. Luke is gentle. Luke is sweet. Luke is gay. Ashton is an outcast in High school. Everyone bullies him and other just thinks his a freak. Everyone, including boys, think he's the creppiest thing to walk the earth. Ashton is in pain. Ashton is depressed. Ashton cuts. Ashton has an eating disorder. Ashton is suicidal. Ashton is abused. Ashton is rich. Ashton is gay. Ashton meets Luke. Luke meets Ashton. Luke is in love, so is Ashton. Luke wants to protect Ashton. Ashton doesn't want Luke to get hurt. Ashton wants to leave. Luke wants him to stay.