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I Give Up

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Parts 8
Time 1h 11m

anxious confusion devastation forbidden guilt love mafia nerve-wracking overthinking russian teasing temptation

"I'm not supposed to feel this" "I'm not expected to detest you" "I'm obligated to kill you" Thoughts from not one but two people. Will they get rid of these thoughts and find peace? Or will they let it consume them?
  Irina,a Mafia princess, somehow finds herself in the hands of a cold hearted murder. With no memory of who she is or was, what is she going to do?
  Vladimir,a cold and calculating man. Just a stare from him and you'll automatically feel as though you had committed the greatest sin on earth. Now,he's been given a very special pawn,Will he use it? Or will it use him?All Rights Reserved

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Killer Siblings by Little1Writer

"Aurora, get in the goddamn car before I throw you over my shoulder and put you in there myself", One of my brothers say. I roll my eyes at them. Three step forwards obviously pissed off. Aurora is a 14 year old girl with the determination and mindset of a twenty five year old. She takes nothing from nobody. Her mother ran from her father and seven brothers when she was pregnant with Aurora. The brothers are cold as ice, and the father is malicious and used Aurora's mum to make him his sons. He always wanted a daughter, and Aurora hates them all this a passion for hurting her mother. When she witnesses the russians killing her mother, she runs, hoping that they dont know about her. But they do and they wont let their little sister leave that easily...

SARAH : THE LONG LOST MAFIA PRINCESS. by SarahPhina9

𝐒𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐡 𝐁𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐜 𝐃𝐮𝐛𝐨𝐢𝐬...... A girl who was kidnapped when only at the age of 3. By the rivarly Mafia...but does the family know that their rivarly could lead to the kidnapp of their precious Gem.....She has been Tortured,abused,and turned to a killing machine that the Enemy could use against HER own Family.......But the Qn is Will HE be able to control the monster he made......And will she destroy her own Family....... 𝐃𝐮𝐛𝐨𝐢𝐬 𝐅𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐚....... The Second Mafia in the world......Being Led in line by the French first.....The Family has suffered Tragically since their precious GEM...in their lives had gone.....They never gave up find her...... The family of the Dubois has both parents alive..and 7 Brothers who suffered since the kidnapp of their..LITTLE PRINCESS... WHAT WILL HAPPEN WHEN SARAH KILLED THE RUSSIAN MAFIA LEADER AFTER BEING TIRED OF THE TORTURE....AND IS HE REALLY DEAD.....???? . WILL SARAH ACCEPT HER FAMIILY THAT SHE WAS TOLD SHE WAS SOLD OFF.........WILL SHE TRUST THEM AND WILL SHE OPEN UP TO THEM AND SO WILL THEY.........??? TAG ALONG WITH ME IN SARAH'S LIFE......OF PAIN, TRUTH, LOVE.......AND MUCH MORE..... LOVE...YALL...💝❦

Heart of Stone - Stone and Fire #1 [17+] (REWRITING) by foreverbooked81

Black eyes. Soulless. Unforgiving. Grey. Ice-cold, but just enough that I'm able to melt it. Both make me feel something. The matter was, which one out-weighed the other? Rule-bound, my life feels more like a cage than it ever has. I have no opportunity to use my fire and break out- heat can only do so much. And then like a fish out of water, I have to attach myself to this man- a man I know is dangerous. But so am I. The thing is, I don't know just how much. Only when he touches me, looks at me, talks to me even if his voice is laced with Russian poison.. that's when I realize just what agreement I've accorded with. It's a crippling touch of fire everytime he's near, and the most dangerous thing of all- even more than him, is the fact that I don't hate it. Stone is what I see when I look into his eyes. I wonder, is his heart made of it too? Nikolas Volkov When a bloody feud between the Russian Bratva and the Cosa Nostra ends with one outback- I'm forced to put myself in a position I have no other choice but to fulfill. With the Pakhan on my back, eyes everywhere mean complying is the only option. Only when the moment comes, is when I realize just what I've gotten myself into. She's.. indecipherable. I don't know what the hell this feeling is. I know it's not good. But my body tells me it's not bad, either. I try to stay away, but feeling her tremble and light like a switch underneath my touch when she's so used to staying upright, it awakens a dark, fulfilling part of me. My heart's made of stone. It always has been. So why do I feel it sway whenever she's near? 17+ Mafia Dark Romance *Standalone*

Falling for Snow by DelilahStone1

Once apon a time, there was a beautiful little girl, she had a kind and warm heart...until one night...one night that changed everything...the night that little girls heart became cold and dead. That little girl became a CEO of her own billion dollar company, the head of the Russian mafia...she's cold, some say she's heartless but what people don't know is that her heart was ripped out years ago. She has a few people in her life that she actually cares about and would do anything for. What people don't know is that, she is the deadliest person in earth... The Don of the Italian Mafia, cold, ruthless, some say emotionless but to his family he is loving and they are everything to him but most of all his daughter. Everyone is terrified of the Don, though no one has seen him unless it was the last thing they would every see. He covers with his company, CEO during the day, Don of the mafia at night and a dad all in one. He wants his Mafia on top but the big bad is in the way... What to do? What to do? Kill them ?

His Love by Fredknowswhere

She is lonely , scared and abused all her life . He wants to possess her to corrupt her to tame her . She's a naive little girl stuck with a big bad Russian mob boss who's obssesed with her . **Her pov:** My life has never been fair and I think nobody's there to be blamed I'm the one whose cursed . But I guess like moth is drawn towards light I'm also drawn to danger I know it'll kill me but what's left for save.He makes me feel things I've never felt before . **His pov:** "P p please"."You want more you like my fingers inside you .huh.Look at you how greedily you're taking my fingers in ,you wish it was my cock don't you my greedy little slut."I love the way she moans my name like its hail mary but I'm no saint and I'm not going to take her to heaven. I'm going to take her to my hell . She'll be my slut,my whore ,my kitten. _Mine_ He's her death but she's her lifeline. Here's a list of tigger warnings: Knife play. Gun play. Bdsm. Sexual deprivation. Role play. Breathing kink. Daddy. Dom. Sub etc

His Favorite Scar by CrystalWings-

Nobody knew his last name, but they knew his name and also that he was the right hand of the most feared and powerful Mafia, not just in Russia, but in the entire world, and that was enough. With a Greek God like body, he had women throwing themselves at him and he made sure to enjoy every bit of the attention that he got, for he was no saint, he was a player! Apart from being the protagonist of every woman's wet dreams, he was also everything that a Mafia's right hand should have been. He was ruthless. He was cruel. He was a fucking killing machine! Everybody feared him and the only thing that he feared was...falling for his best friend's little sister. Scarlett Knight... She was your typical rich, spoiled brat. Growing up in a Mafia family, with an overprotective father and an equally overprotective brother, wasn't easy, but she learnt to live with it. With an innocent face and drop dead gorgeous figure, she knew, she turned heads wherever she went. Having seen enough bloodshed and violence all her life, her heart has turned cold, but the only time her heart warms up is...whenever she sees him. Her childhood crush. David... But too bad, he sees her only as his best friend's baby sister...or so she thought. Little did she know that...she was His Favorite Scar...imprinted, not just on his heart, but on his soul as well. A love story awaiting to bloom...a secret awaiting to destroy it. ••• Spin-off to "Loving The Russian Mafia" & "Scars On Her Soul" Can be read as a stand alone book, but I would suggest reading the above mentioned books first, to understand this one better.

Mrs. And Mr. Mafia by Canadian_author_13

First story in the 'Mafia' series My hand lowered in horror. I had just hit him. I just fucking hit my "husband", the fucking mafia boss. He glared at me with a passion and I knew I was gonna die, wife or not. *•*•*•*• At the age of ten Emma Russo is chosen as the future wife for thirteen year old Nikolai Ivanov, the future Russian mafia leader, without each others say. So that the Italians and Russian's could unite. They've known each other their whole life but two years before Emma's eighteenth birthday they are forbidden to see each other for unknown reasons. But exactly one week after Emma's birthday they are to be wed. Nikolai is now cold and mean. Emma is still kind and stubborn. As soon as their wed, they immediately neglect each other but they have to stay married for both family's sake. This is, Mrs. And Mr. Mafia

The Forbidden Mafia Princess (Angels of the Underworld: Book Three) (✔️) by SignorinaAnon

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Bare for you (French Mafia Romance) by fadedreign

Cash I fucked up. Or rather, I'm fucked up. How did I, a high ranking member of the French mafia, allow myself to be distracted by this... stripper? I was supposed to use her for information, that's it. It should have been easy. I pay her money and she tells me about the Russians. Simple. Except, I fucked it up. I let the one advantage we had over them go because I fucking claimed her. What's even worse is that she hates pretending to be my woman and fights me with every single thing. Yeah, it's a fucked up situation but now that I've met her and she's mine, I wouldn't change a goddamn thing. Lux I fucked up. I knew the risk of the Russian men finding out about me but I went along with it anyway. Hell, I almost had to. If you were offered $10,000 to ask a man a few question, would you turn it down? You're a goddamn liar if you say no. Or maybe you're smart as hell because now I'm stuck with a mafia man that refuses to leave me alone. I'm now in between a war I never knew existed. If I had the chance to go back and never meet Cash, would I do it? You damn right I would. Who am I kidding? Now I'm the goddamn liar.

Savage Mafia Couple by maghee23

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Killer Siblings

"Aurora, get in the goddamn car before I throw you over my shoulder and put you in there myself", One of my brothers say. I roll my eyes at them. Three step forwards obviously pissed off. Aurora is a 14 year old girl with the determination and mindset of a twenty five year old. She takes nothing from nobody. Her mother ran from her father and seven brothers when she was pregnant with Aurora. The brothers are cold as ice, and the father is malicious and used Aurora's mum to make him his sons. He always wanted a daughter, and Aurora hates them all this a passion for hurting her mother. When she witnesses the russians killing her mother, she runs, hoping that they dont know about her. But they do and they wont let their little sister leave that easily...