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To Have Lost [BXB] Book II

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{The direct sequel to To Have Loved}

In his senior year at Antisto, Kayden grapples with the stress and heartache of watching the clock tick out on his first love as he tries to stay on top of his school work. He does his best to make the most of it, but with so much still left unsaid, sometimes it's hard to feel like anything has changed at all since last year.All Rights Reserved

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