Do over. Repeat. Change. Live.

How can I know the light if ive never seen the darkness? This sentence rung in my head. That moment you have a blade in your hand and a gun to your head is the moment you realise this is stupid. People are people they can be assholes some times. I have to stop caring about what others think ,then the gun accidently fires your life is gone. You cant get it back. or can you?

My point in this story im not going to make: If every thing was happy and the world had no fear or hate then we would never know what being happy was. Hatred makes happy ,happy. If there was no world hunger would we all be starving? Or would we always be full ? We wouldn't know because there wouldn't be a definition of either. Heres another example .Heaven when we go to heaven everything is suppose to be perfect and happy everybody gets along no fights. in Heaven we coexistent to gether we arnt really living we r just there. which is why we think of heaven when really heaven is just like earth.