Can you see it in my eyes am I finally awake?

[ALSO ON AO3]

"I spent forever with my feet on the ground, but not now, 'cause I don't wanna do the wrong thing."

Jack is trans, and he's scared to come out, because he's convinced himself that if he does it'll ruin his life.

He's convinced himself that his brothers will want to break up the band if he came out.

And yeah, dysphoria makes him want to die, but he can handle it.

Even though he knows he can't.

RELATIONSHIPS INCLUDED:
Jack x Alba

Ryan x Cat