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Not Anymore

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S-20 has only ever known one thing, Hydra, until one man came into his life and showed him that there was so much more. That man was his first friend. His older brother. But after one night, the two were ripped apart and S-20 cannot even remember his face, only the words and stories that he said. After years of pain and torture, S-20 was finally able to escape from Hydra.

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Tony Stark once had a son. He once had a wife. He once had a heart. All of it was ripped away from him, one fateful night. His young boy stolen at the age of three. The only thing left of him being the wrinkled photographs of his mangled body. The smallest caskets are always the heaviest. And Tony's been drowning ever since. 

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James Buchanan Barnes has never loved war. He didn't join the army during WWII because he was desperately wanted to. He didn't love being tortured and brainwashed into Hydra's elite ranks. No, James Buchanan Barnes hated war. And all that it had stole from him. After he fell from that fright car, he thought he could finally gave some peace in death. Even that was taken away. He spent decades with monsters that only saw him as less than. The only good thing there being a young, small mutant that he shared a cell with. Even that was taken away. Now he was free. There was no war; only peace. That wasn't the same for the battle raging through his mind.


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Does It Still Look Good?- y/n Stark x Bucky Barnes by Kat48270

Genius, billionaire, playboy, philanthropist. That's how most would describe Tony Stark. During a trip abroad, Stark meets someone and they have their 'fun' together. But that was all it was to Tony. Fun. Two months later, that same woman finds herself in Starks office telling him the truth. She was pregnant. Tony wanted nothing to do with his unborn. Said that it would 'ruin his business' and then sent the woman away. 24 years later, the Avengers are raiding a Hydra base when Bucky hears a pain-filled scream come from the indoctrination room. He busted through the doors, his gun alight with bullets wedging into everyone but the girl, who was still screaming. He saved her that day. What will their bond grow into? Are you ready to find out? ********** Me, Tony, and Bucky walked through the halls of hydra. Each one contained multiple dead Hydra agents. Tony looked shocked, but I think Bucky knew that I could be this dangerous if triggered. We walked outside and were met with numerous agents, all armed with guns and knifes. There were three tanks behind them, ready to fire at any moment. We all looked at eachother before charging forward. I used the gun that hydra equipped me with to kill them. Bucky used a pistol he took from the Avengers tower, and Tony had his suit. Within the first five minutes, we had disposed of dozens of hydra agents. I kept firing but I felt a warm blow to my stomach. Shit! ********** Originally called; His First Daughter Achievements #2 in Super soldier #4 in Hydra

Winter's Labours (Winter Soldier X OC) by MaxineWilliams3

"The hardest part about survival is not surviving. The hardest part is to find a reason to keep living once there is no longer any danger threatening your life. When you become your own predator. Your mind baring its teeth like a wounded wolf would." HYDRA is all she has ever known. Without it, she has to learn to know herself. AU: Post Captain America the Winter Soldier. TW: graphic depiction of violence, strong language, child abuse, torture, sexual content, gore, and mental health issues. Please be careful when reading. **text in italics refers to thoughts, dreams, memories.**** ***ALL RIGHTS*** for all characters/images/likeness are owed and trademarked by Disney, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Stan Lee, and their rightful proprietary owners. Story and Original Characters are owned by me, all rights reserved. Reminder: I'm just a fan having some fun and creative license, please do not sue me.

Unloved - (Fem Reader X Bucky Barnes) by PapaIV_

Y/N Stark. You are the daughter of the famous Tony Stark. Born in 1990, by a twenty year old Tony Stark. You don't know who your mother is...she was just a one night stand who passed away giving birth to you. Your father didn't want you...At least that's what you thought. Growing up you didn't have the best relationship, he never put you first and liked to hook up with girls and Party instead of being a father. In 2006, at the age of sixteen you were kidnapped when you had run off after your dad skipped out on yet another important event in your life. Hydra had taken you and tortured you...tried to break you. You were given many different experimental serums and forced to fight. You eventually meet a mysterious man who goes by the name "The Winter Soldier". But you just call him Winter. Training was tough...but you survived it because of Winter. You grow to care about him...that is until Hydra took you away and threw you into Cryo. Waking up was a blur, but you were blindfolded and taken to a new facility where you earned a few special abilities. You found your father again...everything was strange. He had changed and was now dating his assistant. And he was part of something called the Avengers. This story follows your complicated relationship with your father and your story of metal health issues. And of course love. I WILL NOT OUT WARNINGS IN THE BEGINNING OF CHAPTERS! ⚠️Smut, Violence, Language.

The Mechanic || 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘦𝘳 by planetaryfire

{completed} ❝You've heard him scream before. Hurt or scared didn't matter, his screams always sounded the same. But this time, they're worse. They're full of grief.❞ For years, you've been working for Hydra, constructing weapons, inventing new ones, fixing older ones. You're their mechanic. You're the best. But your mind is numbed. You don't think. You don't imagine. You don't dream. You just obey. Until they bring you a wounded soldier in need of an arm. [a winter soldier x fem!reader fanfiction, NO SMUT, no use of y/n] [can be read in a platonic or romantic way] [𝐓𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠: graphic descriptions of violence, including torture] [word count: 12.000-13.000, 800+ per chapter] [only posted on wattpad and ao3, ©planetaryfire]

Enemies to Lovers: Bucky X Reader by lilapurpleread

After Tony and the rest of the avengers had found you laying in a forest with barely any memories of your previous life, you became an avenger yourself. You are super strong and fast and have powers that you are hiding, but to what cost? After your first encounter goes really bad, Bucky Barnes is introduced to the team as a new member and the two of you can't stand each other. For a while, you guys make each others life hell, but slowly you start having a feeling that this might grow into something other than hatred... What will happen? What does Bucky have to do with your past and why can't you remember what your life was like before joining the avengers? Disclaimer: I will use curse words. Chapters with smut will be highlighted as such. And yes: There will be smut ;) I am very sorry for possible grammar or vocabulary mistakes. English is not my native language and I have been out of practice for a while, but I will try my very best to make this story as enjoyable for you as possible :) I will look over chapters I have published from time to time in order to correct possible mistakes or word a few things differently :) *** I DON'T OWN THE CHARACTERS! THIS IS A FANFICTION FROM THE POINT OF VIEW OF A FEMALE ORIGINAL CHARACTER ***

Angel - (Fem reader X Bucky Barnes) by PapaIV_

You are the daughter of Richard and Mary Parker. You were born with special abilities...and no one knows how. Your mother said God had Given earth an Angel... a Protector. Your father wasn't so convinced. He spent years studying you...taking samples. You seemed to grow very quickly, jumping from the age of 6 to 21 in a span of one year. But now your aging has slowed down, your father figured you would be 21 for a long time. Then your baby brother Peter was born....he saved you from all your pain and misery....you protected him....that is until he learned to protect himself.... Being a protector of Earth has always stuck with you....your mother always told you that up until she and your father passed. So when you hear that someone named Loki is attacking...you join a dysfunctional team. Follow your journey as an avenger....learning how to love a man who would be considered a Devil. Could an Angel learn to love the Devil? Could an Angel fix the devil? Or is it you that needs to be fixed? Powers: You have Angel wings, a light blue energy force that is used to blast people, turning your eyes blue. Super strength. And you can control lighting, fire, and Water. (This isn't a power but you are very beautiful, people practically bow to you.) ⚠️Warnings: Violence, Smut, Language⚠️ This may talk about religion, I personally am not very religious but people assume you are from heaven.

Final Experiment ✔ by SincerelyLoki

Atlas has been part of HYDRA for as long as he can remember. He has been tortured, experimented and tested on. He is no stranger to pain, it's normal. Until one day HYDRA decides to team him up with Winter Soldier for a mission. That was HYDRAs first mistake, give Project B.E.A.S.T company. *** I always thought what would really be going through someone's mind as they die. The truth is, I don't know. If I don't know, then does it mean that I'm still alive? What use am I? A Subject with no name. Experiment with no control over his own doings, I'm dangerous. I do things that make me feel invincible and deadly quilty at the same time. I don't know why am I like this. I don't know how did I turn into something... Like a monster. One moment I'd lust for blood, the next I'd be ashamed of my existence. *** ! FINAL EXPERIMENT IS FILLED WITH TYPOS read at your own risk. ! / November 16th ranked 8 on #hydra / / December 16th ranked 2 on #experiment / / April 26th ranked 1 on #peterparker /

ALWAYS || Sequel to BUCKY ✔️ by lilyroselilac24

Bucky Barnes had found refuge on a small farm in Montana two years ago. It was there that the Winter Soldier seemed to disappear from his mind and Bucky was able to be himself again. He fell in love with a young woman. Ray introduced him into a world of acceptance and love. She showed him that he deserved to be happy. Of course, HYDRA wouldn't truly let go of their Winter Solider. And after certain events led to his and Ray's capture, and they found refuge in Wakanda, Bucky decided that his best option was to go back under until they could completely wipe The Winter Solider from his mind. All that was a year ago. Ray had spent that year on the run with Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson, and Natasha Romanoff, all while wondering when it would be time fo bring Bucky back to life. But when Ray suddenly and randomly falls ill, they have no choice but to return to Wakanda and bring him to life. Their only hope in saving Ray's life is finding the man that's hidden so well from the world. | Somewhat AU Bucky B. fan fiction | || I do not own any of the Marcel characters ||

Wolf Spider by semideadpanda

Peter never grew up with Uncle Ben and Aunt May. He grew up with HYDRA, trained and brainwashed to be even better then the Winter Soldier. He spends ten years with HYDRA, being their weapon. He's lost all hope that he would ever escape, but maybe a sliver of hope resurfaces when the Avengers are unknowingly sent to retrieve Peter. Maybe Peter will be able to do something other then be a weapon. •AU where Tony keeps his cool when he finds out the truth about his parents, and where they all stuck together. (Cross-posted on AO3 and FanFiction.net)

The Winter Soldier by ElizaIsTheMonster

"He was the first person I ever fell for, he was also the first person who ever broke my heart." When Alaska reappears after the blip her aunt refuses to let her back into her childhood home. With nowhere else to go Sam lets Alaska stay with him until she decides what to do next. What Alaska doesn't know is that Sam also extends his hospitality to a certain Ex-assasin. When Alaska meets Bucky for the first time she is mesmerized. Not only by his looks but also by his kind and caring soul. Still battling the demons of his past, Bucky doesn't want anyone to get hurt anymore-especially not Alaska. But she has a way of wiggling herself through the cracks of the wall he has built around his heart and it is hard to stay away from her. This is a short little story I wrote this summer and its also the first story I have ever written...so please be nice to me lol. Anyways I hope you enjoy the story  Feel free to leave any comments or constructive criticism. Bucky and Sam arent my charakters and all rights belong to Marvel

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Does It Still Look Good?- y/n Stark x Bucky Barnes cover

Winter's Labours (Winter Soldier X OC) cover

Unloved - (Fem Reader X Bucky Barnes) cover

The Mechanic || 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘦𝘳 cover

Enemies to Lovers: Bucky X Reader cover

Angel - (Fem reader X Bucky Barnes) cover

Final Experiment ✔ cover

ALWAYS || Sequel to BUCKY ✔️ cover

Wolf Spider cover

The Winter Soldier cover

Does It Still Look Good?- y/n Stark x Bucky Barnes

Genius, billionaire, playboy, philanthropist. That's how most would describe Tony Stark. During a trip abroad, Stark meets someone and they have their 'fun' together. But that was all it was to Tony. Fun. Two months later, that same woman finds herself in Starks office telling him the truth. She was pregnant. Tony wanted nothing to do with his unborn. Said that it would 'ruin his business' and then sent the woman away. 24 years later, the Avengers are raiding a Hydra base when Bucky hears a pain-filled scream come from the indoctrination room. He busted through the doors, his gun alight with bullets wedging into everyone but the girl, who was still screaming. He saved her that day. What will their bond grow into? Are you ready to find out? Me, Tony, and Bucky walked through the halls of hydra. Each one contained multiple dead Hydra agents. Tony looked shocked, but I think Bucky knew that I could be this dangerous if triggered. We walked outside and were met with numerous agents, all armed with guns and knifes. There were three tanks behind them, ready to fire at any moment. We all looked at eachother before charging forward. I used the gun that hydra equipped me with to kill them. Bucky used a pistol he took from the Avengers tower, and Tony had his suit. Within the first five minutes, we had disposed of dozens of hydra agents. I kept firing but I felt a warm blow to my stomach. Shit! Originally called; His First Daughter Achievements #2 in Super soldier #4 in Hydra