We & Us

I thought the feelings were mutual, so I decided to mistreat her by giving her cold treatment so she wouldn't disturb me and get closer to me. It was nice that I distanced myself from her. So I could not develop these feelings I have been hiding from her since the first time I saw her cute smile and cute bangs that were not even properly cut.

I decided to distance myself, kasi unti ko ng narerealize na parang hindi na kaibigan ang tingin ko sakanya. Natatakot ako na baka pag nilapitan at tiningnan ulit ako ng napakagandang niyang mga mata, at nakakahumaling niyang mga ngiti baka, hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili ko na angkinin at ipagdamot siya sa lahat.

Pero kahit anong pigil ko sa narardamaman ko, bat parang mas lumala? Parang mas kailangan ko siya higit pa sa kailangan niya ako.