It has been three years since Rafayel mysteriously left MC behind in Linkon City. With no idea where he went or why, MC tried searching for him high and low, without any success. He left no trace of him behind, no lead, nothing. After 2,5 years of dealing with a broken heart, anxiety and loss, MC decided to move on with her life - and move on with someone else. Rafayel never truly left her mind during the past six months of dating another man, but there is no point in dwelling in the past. For her own good, she needed to let him go. Until he suddenly returns. MC's life turns into an emotional rollercoaster in which she's not sure she wants to be in. Her feelings for Rafayel have never left, but neither did the pain he cursed her with. How will she live her life, now that he's returned and she's with someone else? This story is written in first person, I will add more tags as the story goes along. The first chapter is an A/N, read that before continuing ^-^