Gifts

It was always one thing after the next. He never stopped no matter what I said.

I didn't stop trying though, I kept my mind open, until I gave up. I don't regret it, I just think he's a sex crazed junkie that doesn't know how to treat people the way they should be treated.

It got worse and worse...he got joy out of hurting me. Seeing me in pain was always the greatest thrill to him.

I never understood what it would be like to get beat. I grew up with a wealthy family. They were loving, never even dared to spank me when I was little. Let me tell you though, if your parents spanked you when you were little, it's a hell of a lot better than getting spanked sexuallly by some gross dirty guy doing it to you.