Basils diary 🧡cactiflower💛

I've never felt so alone and lost after Maris death Sunny locked himself in his house Aubrey distance herself from everyone and got new friends Hero was a ticking time bomb till he finally healed a bit but that was a week before he went to college and kel got all caught up with basketball and trying to check on sunny. Kel did visit from time to time but still I just felt it was out of pity. I had trouble eating, sleeping, just doing everything I kept shaking and I always had this lump in my throat I wanted it to stop I wanted to kill myself but i always got interrupted and I didn't want to leave my grandma her condition was getting worse so i stayed for her. 4 years later sunny came out of his house I really didn't want to see him I knew I would just start cry but just to my lock I managed to run into him and kel. - Basil