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Behind her eyes (sidemen ff)

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Reads 22,237
Votes 664
Parts 44
Time 2h 37m

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after meeting Harry  for the first time Paige knew that her life will change forever, for better or for worse. After being introduced to Simon his feelings are ultimately changed but will she ever know? Or even feel the same? 

In a dramatic change of events Paige finds herself going through a tuff time and turns to self harm and self-hate leading into depression. Can Simon or Harry find a way to save her before its late or will one of them be the reason behind it all.

A story of love,hate,abuse and recovery. Follow Paige throw her story to find out that there's not always a light at the end of the tunnel.
 
Try to Update chapters every week defiantly but some my come in between depending on how ahead of schedule I get.All Rights Reserved

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