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Behind her eyes (sidemen ff)

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Parts 44
Time 2h 37m

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after meeting Harry  for the first time Paige knew that her life will change forever, for better or for worse. After being introduced to Simon his feelings are ultimately changed but will she ever know? Or even feel the same? 

In a dramatic change of events Paige finds herself going through a tuff time and turns to self harm and self-hate leading into depression. Can Simon or Harry find a way to save her before its late or will one of them be the reason behind it all.

A story of love,hate,abuse and recovery. Follow Paige throw her story to find out that there's not always a light at the end of the tunnel.
 
Try to Update chapters every week defiantly but some my come in between depending on how ahead of schedule I get.All Rights Reserved

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Secrets |Sidemen FF| by sammiehobson

The guys have secrets, unforgettable secrets, horrible, secrets. These secrets has changed there lives for the worst. Vikks secret - He hasn't had a full stomach in a long while, Tobi's secret - He has never felt happiness, and relies on a razor to help him. Josh's secret - He injects himself with harmful drugs every night. Ethan's secret - He can't remember the last time he has been fully sober Harries secret - When was the last time he never felt nervous? JJs secre t- His personality changes with just the flick of a switch. Simons secret - let's just say he has never felt alone. What happens when the seven guys meet in a English detention? Will they start becoming friends? Or will they all hate each other? Will they ever reveal there secrets to one another? TRIGGER WARNINGS SELF HARM, DEPRESSION, SCHIZOPHRENIA, ABUSE, DRUGS, ALCOHOLISM, ANOREXIA, MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, ANXIETY, PLEASE READ AT YOU'RE OWN RISK! I hope you guys enjoy Sammie=3 Started on : 26th October 2016 Published : 26th October 2016

Arranged Marriage To My Bully! (Miniminter FF) *COMPLETED* by TamiiiJ17

When Tami is forced into a marriage she doesn't want to be in, everything changes. She wanted to get away from them not get married to one of them. She has to live with him and his friends. She doesn't want to be there but she has no choice. She faces many challenges after moving in with him Will they end up being happy? Or will he hate her forever? (NOT GOOD WITH DESCRIPTIONS)

Finding Love (Miniminter Fanfiction) -Revising- by TheBaconist

Two people. Different fears. Different lives. One lived through a life where everything felt like it was crumbling at the seams and felt like a constant sense of paranoia and anxiousness surrounding her. The other lived a good life. Surrounded by good friends that motivate him to be the best. He created many fans that love him and would have a crush on the man in front of the camera just by playing video games. They both had twists and on their road, both chasing after them. Someone wanting love but in the wrong ways. After she struggles with her life with an abusive boyfriend, the boy picks her up and saves her from the darkness she lives in. With her shield up, protecting her from the pain that love has caused her, he falls for her. He hids it from her until life gets too complicated. But lives get damaged, feelings get revealed and the perfect life gets destroyed from the choices he made. "I wanted to die. I wanted to feel the air dry my tears as my balance on the ledge became lost in the speed of everything rush past me in a colorful blur. I wanted the darkness to consume me like you found me the day we met." warning : does mention suicide, abuse, drinking, and talk of sexual content. read with caution.

Treat You Better |KSIMON and Sidemen FF| by sammiehobson

"I Can Treat You better Than She Can." JJ Olatungi, a guy who goes to University and is in a group called the Sidemen has fallen for his best friend, Simon Minter. But he can't tell anyone about it, because simon has a girlfriend. And she is horrible to him, She always calls him names and always starts fights. But for some reason Simon loves her. What happens when JJ blurts Out his Love to Simon? Will Simon like him back? Or will he hate JJ and insult him for being a Freak for loving his best friend... TRIGGER WARNINGS, BULLYING, DEPRESSION, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. SO PLEASE READ AT YOU'RE OWN RISK I hope you all enjoy this KSIMON book. X Love you allXxX Sammie=3 Started on : 16th August 2016 Published : 16th August 2016

What If? |SDMN FF| by _SDMNLOVERS_

A Lot of people have illnesses for a reason, a lot of people can't understand why they have the illnesses that they may have been diagnose with. Seven guys find out each other's illnesses in a support group in a mental hospital. They find out how JJ overdosed on drugs. Why Josh drank just a bit too much. When Tobi lost his sanity to a blade. How Simon hears voices that just won't go away. While Vikk depended on scales to keep his weight in check. The reason Ethan took his finale breath before the rope tightened around his neck. And how Harry fell into a world full of anxiety and hatred Believe Them, if they could click there fingers and make everything turn into a dream, they would. But life isn't like that. It will never be the same. TRIGGER WARNINGS: DRUGS, ALCOHOLISM, ABUSE, RAPE, SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, ANOREXIA, BULIMIA, SCHIZOPHRENIA, ANXIETY. READ AT YOURE OWN RISK! Hope you guys enjoy this book! -SammieXxX -PoJayneBartaby

I Didn't Mean To Hurt You (Miniminter FF) {COMPLETED} by TamiiiJ17

Disclaimer: I am not proud of this book as I did write it in 2015. It's a very twisted book but some enjoy this book so please read at own risks Warning: Rape will be included so please read at own risk He left her with empty promises She was hopeless He hurt her She was broken Her life was in pieces Tami and Simom were best friend and they were unstoppable. Simon ended leaving Watford along with JJ, leaving Tami behind with empty promises. She ended up moving to London for work which she hates but she didn't except to see Simon again He's sorry He wants to help But he makes a mistake after and couldn't forgive himself for doing that He wants to be in her life again But would she let him? Find out in 'I Didn't Mean To Hurt You'

To die with you *wroetoshaw* ✔ by xlu1ux

y/n is JJs bestfriend and she finds out she only has a certain time to live. in telling JJ she became closer to JJs friends could she possibly fall for one of them, but what will become of Harry's feelings for her we he finds out y/n will die soon, or will she. Started ~ december 10th 2019 finished ~ april 15th 2020 #1 in wroetoshaw

Try Again? {Vikkstar123 Fanfiction} by Somewheredead

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