Herself to Blame
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Ongoing33m
Last published Sat, Oct 4, 2025
-Sometimes life knocks you down...
And just when a hand reaches down to help you back up.
Your past comes tugging, and back down you go...
The past won't release it's grasp as she shovels the dirt back upon its grave
instead it takes hold of her sweater/top, tugging at the loose ends of her knitted sweater... Trying its hardest not to let go
but thankfully she knows just what to do, throwing down the shovel, she pulls out her sewing kit and begins to sew, big mistake.
With each tug , the past feels/becomes more and more alive.
All her hard work wasted, all the digging for nothing, the lovely funeral pointless, she thought she had laid her past to rest and would finally be able to start a new and fresh life.
Be happy, be humble, feel complete...
Maybe one day... just not today./thst day just wouldn't be today.
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