chan lives a normal life at home well atleast he thought that. He usually hangs out with his brother-lee felix and his best friend - yang jeongin. although his life may seem normal, he hides the fact that he is quite lonely and sad inside and chooses not to show it, afraid that he might upset his best friend and little brother. He thinks he will never find love and that he will be alone forever until one day. This contains: Boyxboy smut a bit of angst mentions of guns and blood the mafia