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bittersweetvictory

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bipolar bittersweet breakup depression friendship halsey inspired love lugubrious mania poem poetry poetrycollection relationship-complicated story storytelling suicide thelugubrisproject trauma writing

A collection of my poetry from 2018 onwards, mostly 2022 to the present. 

There is an overarching story of growth through struggle, with experiences of mixed emotions and hard feelings. I also often reference Halsey (directly and indirectly), as she is a very influential writer in my life.

Warning: Some poems will cover mature themes such as SA, su!cidality, mental health struggles, and death, which will be marked with a star  ☆ . One star is a brief/light mention of said topic(s), while two stars means the writing is graphic/gory and may be triggering. I also curse in some poems, and will use an exclamation point (!) to mark those specific pieces. Please read accordingly! 

I will be updating this story twice weekly until I have published all 31 parts!

Enjoy, and leave feedback/notes if you want!  :) &lt;3All Rights Reserved

bipolar bittersweet breakup depression friendship halsey inspired love lugubrious mania poem poetry poetrycollection relationship-complicated story storytelling suicide thelugubrisproject trauma writing

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