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Is Love Really This Painful?

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Harper is a 19 year old trans guy living with a man who helped him, saved him, from his toxic parents when he was 16. And together the two have been living in an abandoned house on the outskirts of the city. Harper only leaving for groceries and other things his hero needs when he brings a lady friend home...

⚠️ Warning ⚠️ (if any of the topics below are triggering to some, please do not read this story):
-predatory relationship 
-mentions of mental/physical abuse and neglect 
-blood
-portrayals of mental or physical abuse 
-there will also be mentions and portrayals of sexual abuse 
-portrayals of a toxic relationship 
-mentions and portrayals of self harm
-there will also be murder and vivid descriptions of gore
-there will also be mentions of child sexual abuse and child neglect

A/N:
This story is in no way supposed to be a love story. So please do not take it as such.
(If there are any other kind of warning I should add please let me know).All Rights Reserved

abusive-relationship childabuse dependency murder ocbook ocstory selfdestruction selfmutilation sexualassault toxic

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Chapter 1: Harper Woods
Mon, Aug 12, 2024

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Chapter 1: Harper Woods
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