My Inspirations
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"Unfortunately, I wish it was just a made-up story, something that belonged in the realm of fiction. But it isn't.
I'm guessing it started happily at first. Just a naive 10-year-old enjoying what life threw at her. As they say, when life gives you lemons, make lemonade. But I didn't.
I longed for more.
With my lemons, I wanted lemonade, lemon cake, lemon pie, honey and lemon juice, lemon tea, and even lemon water!"
I guess now I can't have any of that anymore, right? I messed up big time, and I'll bear the consequences for it all.
I just have one wish though...
It's as though I'd have been better off never entering this world in the first place.
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