he hates her...almost just as much as he wants her... Nathan despises Penelope. It hadn't always been like that, but he does now. He tries to ignore the past, but it's slowly tearing him apart. Until one day it explodes, and he says everything he's always wanted to say. Penelope her worst enemy is Nathan, but he still has a special place in her heart. She doesn't tell anybody about this spot, and god, what she'd sacrifice to get Nathen the fuck out of there. But still...she'd climb mountains for him. She'd kill for him. She hates that she would...which is why she hates him.