BEYOND REPAIR

This is a story that unravels the beauty and the mayhem of love. Many people today view love as a fairytale - some kind of perfectly planned thing with a simple formula of roses and chocolates, hugs and kisses. But that's not always the case, at least not for me. I've seen love tear me into a person I never thought I would become - from a confident, self-conscious young girl to the most insecure person ever.
We say love is beautiful, we claim we can't do without it. But when such a beautiful thing becomes your poison, what do you do? You still want to feel love and be loved. But the second you're off that high, you get depressed, you can't eat, sleep, or function properly. You desperately search for it again, not minding the quality of the substance or its source, just wanting to feel numb again.
I agree, love is beautiful. I agree, love can bring about the most beautiful experiences one has ever had. Love can make you see the world with the brightest colors and hear the birds sing the most beautiful music. But love can also bring with it mayhem, destruction, chaos, and sadness - so much sorrow you never want to feel again.
I fell in love.....