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I Only Want You, But It's Forbidden.
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Ongoing, First published Aug 12, 2024
Pierce Rivers has had an extremely rough upbringing, he's been abused, abandoned, used, and betrayed in every way imaginable.

Allyson Aspen has also had a difficult upbringing making her question her self worth and not have much support.

When Pierce's sister Audrey introduced him to Allyson he instantly had a crush on her but kept it to himself because she had a boyfriend. 

Malcom Clark is the boyfriend in question, and he's a typical snob with an extremely arrogant disposition and a penchant for violence.

When feelings start to go berserk within Pierce, he makes a decision that will risk everything for Allyson as well as risk losing her forever to the man she fears.

WARNING: This book is rated M for mature content, this is an adult romance novel I've composed myself. This book contains themes of Sex, Drug Use, Alcohol Use, Underage Drinking, Delinquency, Abuse, Rape, Blackmail, Violence, Graphic descriptions, and much more than that!!! Only read if you don't get triggered easily or have a strong stomach.
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