The Unknown Actress
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An unknown aspiring actress dealing with self harm and anxiety auditioned for the role of Raymond Reddington's body guard in the long time TV show: Blacklist.
She didn't expect to get the role but lo and behold she did! This was her first big role let alone her first time working with big time actors like James Spader.
Will she make a name for herself like she always dreamed to do? Or will she lose this opportunity and the chance to get to know THE James Spader?
Warning: this story contains details of self harm, anxiety disorders, assault, alcohol abuse as well as smoking. If you're not comfortable reading these topics please skip this story.
(There won't be warnings on the chapters containing these sensitive subjects.)
Word Count: 11,000
Authors Note:
In no way am I trying to glorify self harm, mental illness or substance abuse, or any type of assault to others, but as someone who struggles with my own difficulties, I will write it realistically and the way I perceive it, to bring attention to these struggles many go through. If you're in immediate danger of harming yourself or others don't be afraid to call the local help line where you live. There is no shame whatsoever in asking for help or admitting you need some.
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