fandoms and reality

(i don't know why i'm doing this ;-;) okay so this book is about you/(y/n) and the countryhumans fandom, (y/n) have been getting into the CH fandom alot and (y/n) may have read a few fanfics, (me not knowing how to say this without spoilers) and you think you have lost your self into the fandom a bit too much (y/n) forgets reality and start seeing things, but (y/n) remembers it's not real, or is it?
(anyways that description was cringe, but i suck at writing but idk if i should stop there and delete this or keep going ;-;)