"Come on , Jordan. You love it. You love ME."
His almost desperate whines run through the air as I sit there , uncontrollably tapping my foot against the floor. I've braced myself , preparing for the worst and I don't know why I try anymore. I know he'll win. I know I'll listen to him. I always do. I can't help it anymore. The sight of a pout , that i know is mocking , on his soft , familiar lips makes it hard to resist. And I don't resist. I'm too afraid. I know I'll come back eventually , no matter what. I know the sweet hissed words are right. I know I love him.
16 year old Jordan Martin is thrown into a world of confusion when he meets 17 year old Parker Gold ; the boy of his dreams. A boy. The thought of him liking a boy scared him , and he didn't know what to do. Will he delve into the unignorable feeling of his hearts desire , or will he leave and never see the end of it again?
[TW : A Hearts Desire will contain alcohol , bullying , mentions of S/H scars and toxic behaviour from both parts.]
Cover : I found the picture on Pinterest , there was no account attatched to it though!<3