Will to Live (TW)

My life has always been rough this is a story of how i brought my will to live back to me.

This is a story that is based off of my life experience. (TW: Suicide attempts, self degradation, harassment, bullying, cursing,
violence, explicit description of wounds gore ect.

Also I would like to apologize if anything is messed up I had a friend go over it and fix any grammar or punctuation mistakes. However this is my first time writing so I apologize in advance.