Love Out of Reach

I was cursed, and must stay unloved, for those who are loved by me will die. But the curse gives me a special talent. As long as it's engraved to me, I can summon the dead. Some people would do anything to have this power, but it must be passed willingly. For the curse to move on to the next person, my duels with my inner self must be resolved, but I haven't found the way to stop the pain from losing everyone I've loved.
I have to decide between staying cursed, or having a normal life. If this curse goes away, that means I won't see my lover again, but a normal life gives me a chance to love without fear. Fear and Romance don't bode well together, but destiny always finds a way to trick me.

This is my story. How did I get to this point and how will I resolve my conflicts? Read to find out...