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Perfect Suicide

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Reads 240
Votes 12
Parts 17
Time 2h 35m

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For Heavenleigh Myers, life hasn't been anywhere close to perfect. Heavyn, her mother, passed away five years prior. Taking not only Heavyn's love away but also her father, Leander's love too. Leaving her with nothing but his hate. 

Life still wasn't that bad until she lost her only two friends and became the school pariah. With nowhere to turn and no one to run to, Heavenleigh does the unthinkable; she takes her own life.

Little did she know that choice would change her forever. 

Thrust into the world of Shinigamis, Death harbingers, and secrets, Heavenleigh is forced to make a decision. A decision that would send her on a journey of learning how to guide souls, unsuspected love, and heartbreak.

Leaving her with one final question:

What would you give up for love?All Rights Reserved

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This Is Not a Tragedy by Lena-Presents

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"Dark Winged Creature" by theawesomeTARDIS

She slips, she falls day by day, closer to the endless edge where only a strand helps her. She cuts herself, looking at the crimson blood in tears, but nobody sees why. Everyday they ask and she won't answer, because the fear in her heart is too deep. But she has a secret that she never told anyone. Her parents talked to her about it before they died. When the bully that owns her finds out that a dark secret is hidden in this lonely, poor girl's soul, she torments her day by night to get the answer she desperately wants to ruin her life. Day by day, year by year she hears people tell that lonely girl that if she doesn't commit suicide, they'll kill her. She can't do anything about the way her life is, until she finds who she really is. Welcome to Erin's life...

Inevitable Destruction by Sanna_is_alone

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Something There - Akaza x Reader by KittenTalesAuthor

Loneliness and guilt can lead people down a painful spiral of inky darkness which will often be difficult to crawl out of. It can be suffocating to the point of which your thoughts are no longer your own. At least, they're not what you would recall them to be now that the person you once were is gone. Mourning and grievances can escalate and deepen the slope of self-destruction and self-loathing, pushing you further into an abyss of quicksand your fingers can't claw into no matter how hard you try to pull yourself out to make things right. No matter what _______ did to reconcile for her mistakes, nothing ever made the emptiness and hurt within her go away. Life lost its meaning, and with it, the Slayer's will to continue had faded as well. She had become so desperate, she convinced herself a demon of the twelve Kizuki was her only solution to make the torment end; to pull her from the quicksand and let her slip in a senseless dream. To most, it would have been crazy, but to her? It was the last chance she had to make things right and to pay for the sins she could never undo. Funny how a demon was the answer to prayers like that.

Reverie and Nightmares by Naowie

Ryuga Shirogane, a senior in a high school in Japan, never finds it troubling to strike a question or an entire discussion amongst his peers or strangers, stumbles upon Mikan Alexander; a European girl in the school library who is a little out there, and to put bluntly, extremely quiet. In fact, she cannot speak at all, relying on the use of a notebook. Figuring that both had areas in need of improvement, the two opt to help each other out in exchange for each other's support. The two grow closer, spending time whenever they could to learn more about the areas where they're lacking, and having a great time. That all changes when they eventually find themselves looking for a mysterious box, hearing that the box was haunted. Ryuga shrugs this off, believing that such rumors had to have been lies, but Mikan begged to differ; she knew that something was important with such a box. And although he couldn't have believed it to have been anything of importance, the two unleashed the devil's daughter, Saki, who has now decided to haunt them both. Saki decides to haunt Mikan from the shadows. Mikan has something to do with the devil's daughter, Saki, giving her reason to purposely make life impossible. And. Is it a reason as twisted as the very existence of the wishes that come with it? Saki grants three wishes, and three wishes alone. Whether you're up for the consequences after said granted wishes, that can change your everyday life, or perhaps not yours, but someone awfully close to you. Whether Ryuga can save Mikan like the man he hopes to be, or if Mikan could try as the woman she'd thought herself to be with all the hidden stitches and wounds. Now then, relax to Reverie and Nightmares -Ren Ren (MATURE READ)

ANUBIS: Noire by _iyablues

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Light Up The Sky (A Soul Eater Fanfic) by Albarn_Evans_

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Dazai x OC ~ Sayonara (Bungou Stray Dogs) by Usagi_chwan

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Caladrius (EDITING SLOWLY) by _emotional__

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