Lost and found

You have told me you're never gonna leave, but you left without saying a word and without any reasons. You left me alone, waiting for you to come back and inventing thousands of reasons so that I wouldn't lose hope of your coming back. Every night I lay my head on the pillow hoping that you would send me a message to check on me. And I keep asking myself, which makes me confused about my situation, why?

When i was a kid i was always dreaming of having a magical love story with a guy from another world like a vampire or prince of Werewolves such an idiot story but i was a child .when i grow up I find you a guy from another religion and it was too much hard more than i thought.