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The Girl Who Felt The World

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Parts 19
Time 1h 56m

**The Girl Who Felt The World** a memoir, follows Maddy's tumultuous journey from the ages of nineteen to twenty-three, starting right after she leaves a psychiatric ward and enters a group home for young adults with mental health issues. Maddy tries to set her life on a better path but soon finds herself slipping back into old habits, like smoking pot with her new roommates.

What begins as youthful rebellion quickly spirals out of control as Maddy forms complicated relationships with those around her - starting with a sexual fling with Gee, another resident, and evolving into a dangerous entanglement with older men like Simon, a drug dealer, and Brett, a troubled addict.

Maddy's choices lead her deeper into a world of addiction, abuse, and homelessness. Yet, when she discovers she's pregnant, she fights desperately to change for her unborn son and herself. But can Maddy overcome her past, or will her struggles consume her before she gets the chance?

This is a raw, unflinching look at the consequences of a life lived on the edge and the difficult journey toward redemption.All Rights Reserved

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Sorrow girl(s)

May could've never imagined that she'd fall so deep just from her sister dying. Going from an average 13 year old girl to a drug addicted. She even got her best friend involved, now there both drowning in misery. Livi who was childhood friends with Scarlett the most popular girl in school, she is bullied for the way she dressed and slowly but surely, it became physically putting her in a depression. Only her best friend could help her cope with the stress. Grace who's often beaten by her brother because he blames her for their mothers death. Her dad is an alcoholic who can't support for his family like a dad should. She goes to party's and hangs out with her friend Justin and Katie , who are always there for her. Grace gets her violent personality from her brothers influence, as she often gets into fights. Scarlett is being abused by her parents, and has been depressed practically her whole life. She's know as the smartest and most prettiest girl in school. Everyone knows and loves her. But in reality she has been depressed and miserable her whole life. Her Best friend Livi is the only person she can trust. Amir was a sweet kind girl, until she gets influenced by teenagers to start smoking and soon drinking and taking other substances as she slowly ruins her life If you into angst, trust, you may like this! First book 😭😭 TRUST THE PROCESS Story about 5 middle school girls getting into things they shouldn't to fill the void inside them. Sad ending 🥱 !! +16 This story includes: Suicidal thoughts Attempted suicide Self harm Eating disorder Bullying Abuse Swearing Alcohol Smoking Drug use Sex related sences Depression