20 year old Violet Andrews is an emotionally unavailable, sex addicted, bitch. Her high school years mixed with rough parenting at home produced a woman who can no longer feel. She can't be vulnerable, she can't tell you how she feels, she just doesn't care anymore. Violet is moving to a whole new city in hopes to get away from her old life. What happens when she meets a new guy who agrees to friends w benefits? Will this dynamic stay strong or will someone develop feelings?
22 year old Weston Taylors is a star football player at Violet's new school. He's arrogant, cocky, and so completely full of himself. He hasn't dated since high school, and continues to tell himself "i just want to have fun in college." What happens when Violet catches his eye? How will these two navigate friends with benefits? How will Weston navigate Violet?
"It's okay to cry."
I felt it brewing in the back of my throat, but I promised myself never again. Don't be a pussy.
"Violet." He spoke softly, grabbing my chin gently and turning my face towards his.
"It's okay to cry." He spoke again, this time making direct eye contact with me.
I felt it burning. Screaming deep within me. A fire that once released would scorch everyone in its path.
Looking him straight in the eye I leaned forward and kissed him.
"What happened to no feelings?" I whispered in between kisses.
"Too late." He replied eyes full of concern, but breath heavy.
"Not for me." Burning this bridge was the only way I could guarantee I would never be hurt again. Even if it meant lying straight to his perfect face.
He looked shocked, only for a moment, before he looked me straight in my eyes and whispered, "I don't believe you."
This is my first book so please expect it to be ass.
TW 🚨
Self harm
ED
Self deprecating thoughts
A lot of angst.
Nixon is the 3rd book in the Broken Series. (Ryan is the 1st, Brynn is the 2nd)
Nixon leaves rehab early because he can't deal with being there anymore. His sister Kelis finds someone in need of a roommate so he moves in with the girl and gives her his middle name, Lucas. He quickly becomes addicted to the girl and once he gets one taste he's done for. He warns her about his past, about his name, but she ignores all the red flags, not realizing exactly how intertwined she is with the people from his past. He becomes enamored with her, feels like she was made for him while still battling the demons of his past and soon it all becomes too much for him to handle. He makes a heartbreaking decision, thinking it's what's best for both of them and everything changes.
Trigger/Content Warning: this book contains mature content, talks of suicide, mental and physical abuse, selfharm, drug use, and addiction
Cover designed by Anastasia Wright