Colorless

The story is about a teenage girl who's life was very tough and miserable but it was just like a river without disturbing waves.
Her life was so boring,and she only experienced difficulties and sadness.
She is living all alone,she make people get away from her because she thinks that people whose stay with her is very unlucky and that she was just going to made their life boring and miserable like her.
So...she dicided to be alone.
And there's also a big reason why she's alone, it's because she can't be herself.
Even so she try harder,she just ain't.