Alex, is your average 17 years old boy that's full of secrets one of which is him being FTM (female to male trans ). He's trying to survive life. Its not easy but he tries, so what will happen when his secret is out ? And what will become of him ?, he survived bullying and he survived abuse , but will he survive Jake ? The quarterback that just happens to be his bully ? It may sound cliché, but is it? WARNING: this story contains BoyxBoy romance and is not intended for homophobes . If you are one do not read . Also the main character is suffering from self harm and is depressed and/or other mental illnesses, so if you feel like it may trigger you please don't continue. Always be safe.