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Alex, is your average 17 years old boy that's full of secrets one of which is him being FTM (female to male trans ).
He's trying to survive life. Its not easy but he tries, so what will happen when his secret is out ? And what will become of him ?,
he survived bullying and he survived abuse , but will he survive Jake ? The quarterback that just happens to be his bully ?  It may sound cliché, but is it? 



WARNING: this story contains BoyxBoy romance and is not intended for homophobes . If you are one do not read .

Also the main character is suffering from self harm and is depressed and/or other mental illnesses, so if you feel like it may trigger you please don't continue. Always be safe.All Rights Reserved

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Mine by KatNim

" what's wrong," he asked, fucking tears, now I have to answer him " nothing I'm fine," I said he scoffed " I didn't ask are you okay but obviously your not fine," he said I roll my eyes at him why can't he leave me alone " I'm not in the mood to talk Alex," I said drinking "you're never in the mood to talk to me," he said inhaling the smoke of his cigarette Alexander and Elliot they are alike but at the same time different one is deadly when you get close other one crazy when look deep into his soul Everyone are scared of Alexander and tries to stay away from him still girls and boys throw themselves at him but he has his eyes on Elliot Elliot is hurt but still smiles and laughs with his friend everyone in school fear him every girl wants him he hates gays but when Alexander stares at him he feels something and that scares him because he never thought he would these things towards a man So what happens when Elliot is not just attracted to Alexander but something more and Alexander notices that it's not lust he has for Elliot will Alexander and Elliot both heal each other and maybe love? What will happen in Elliot's life when Alexander enters? I know its sounds a cliché Highschool story but I promise it's not , I love BoyxBoy books to read and I thought I should write one, this book has a mature scene and little violent. For those who don't like bxb books it's okay you can read my other books and those who like bxb books read it it's going to be awesome Start: 4/12/2019 End:12/3/2020

Mitts (OLD VERSION) by sinisdumb

**ORIGINAL VERSION, NO LONGER ACTIVE BUT COMPLETED** *spoilers if you are reading current version* Jake Mitchell wanted nothing more than to be the nameless guy you pass on the way to your afternoon chemistry lecture every Friday. Familiar, but unknown at the same time. Just enough recognition to remember, but knowing so little that you make up stories for him in your head. That's the only reason he took the offer from Everett University to be a left-wing forward on their Division 1 hockey team. A forgotten team really. Dead last in their league and close to dead last in the division. It was just something to help pay the tuition, but nothing much to get any recognition. He gets to keep playing hockey, he can afford to go to an out-of-state school, and he can remain unknown. It's his perfect game plan. Or well it was. Until the worst possible series of events happens. The team wins their first game in 13 years, shocked fans catch Jake talking to a popular pro player after a game, and an unfortunate tweet blows up. All leading to Jake's face being plastered on every Twitter feed, Instagram story, and social media outlet that you can think of. His worst nightmare comes to life in real time. Now with the help of his team, he has to figure out how to deal with his newfound fame while trying to get his bachelor's in chemical engineering and win as many damn hockey games as he possibly can before time runs out and he has to run again. Except, maybe this time he won't have to.

The Bully And His Quiet One by pikefish

Aiden's life is far from perfect. He gets abused by his father and his mother left him. Then there's school. He is constantly being bullied because he's gay. But when his main bully seems to be taken a liking to him, will things finally change for the better? Trigger warnings: This book is under edit for trigger warnings. The first few chapters have triggers that the original poster was not aware of so I am going chapter by chapter to edit those in but there is a lot of material and I don't want to miss something. There is talk of abuse, self-harm, and rape. Mostly all in first half of story, hopefully updated version with those warnings will be up soon. Thank you all

Melancholic (BxB) by OliverDunham

(This is the edited version of my book Bad Boy Knows My Secret) Jesse's life turns upside down once the football player from his school finds out he's gay. Because of that he has to obey to jock's every command or else his secret will be revealed to everyone. Jesse already had a hard enough life because of his alcoholic father and insensitive mother and this made things even more complicated. Not to mention the fact that he was living in a pretty homophobic environment and for his own safety he had to hide his true identity. Will Jesse be able to overcome this challenge? You'll have to read more to find out. *DISCLAIMER - Story contains themes that some readers may consider disturbing such as suicide, homophobia, violence and more. If you're easily triggered by the things mentioned above this content may not be right for you.

Three For A Girl || manxman by Zapino

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Hate Is a Battlefield, Love Is the War by BroDab

Gavin is caring and sweet despite his troubled home life. What helps keep him going is his long-time crush, but Gavin doesn't think they feel the same. ----------------------------------------- Törin is the school's bully. He constantly hurts Gavin physically and mentally. Törin is the toughest guy in school, or so everyone thought. He has a secret that could change everything. It's up to him to be the brave, fearless guy everyone sees him as or he could lose the one he truly loves. ------------------------------------------- Tarra has had a large crush on Gavin for as long as she could remember. She never screwed up the courage to tell him, and then she finds out she'll never have a chance. After her dreams were crushed, all of a sudden, someone struts into her life and makes her realize new things about herself and could teach her what true love really is. ---------------------------------------------- Alex is gay. He has known for as long as he can remember. One day, his entire world gets flipped upside down, and he needs strength from someone in order to get through it. Will he be alone or able to find a light in his darkest days? *Trigger warning: mentions of self harm and sewer slide attempt*

The Greatest Abomination by praisethelorde

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Killing Samuel and Moving On by cosmic_lattes

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Mitts (OLD VERSION) cover

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Killing Samuel and Moving On cover

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Mine

" what's wrong," he asked, fucking tears, now I have to answer him " nothing I'm fine," I said he scoffed " I didn't ask are you okay but obviously your not fine," he said I roll my eyes at him why can't he leave me alone " I'm not in the mood to talk Alex," I said drinking "you're never in the mood to talk to me," he said inhaling the smoke of his cigarette Alexander and Elliot they are alike but at the same time different one is deadly when you get close other one crazy when look deep into his soul Everyone are scared of Alexander and tries to stay away from him still girls and boys throw themselves at him but he has his eyes on Elliot Elliot is hurt but still smiles and laughs with his friend everyone in school fear him every girl wants him he hates gays but when Alexander stares at him he feels something and that scares him because he never thought he would these things towards a man So what happens when Elliot is not just attracted to Alexander but something more and Alexander notices that it's not lust he has for Elliot will Alexander and Elliot both heal each other and maybe love? What will happen in Elliot's life when Alexander enters? I know its sounds a cliché Highschool story but I promise it's not , I love BoyxBoy books to read and I thought I should write one, this book has a mature scene and little violent. For those who don't like bxb books it's okay you can read my other books and those who like bxb books read it it's going to be awesome Start: 4/12/2019 End:12/3/2020