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I hit his chest out of anger, surprising myself. I never hit people. He grabbed both of my wrists and pinned me to the wall. Causing a gasp to leave my mouth. "Don't do that again" he whispered, his voice deep and husky, yet gentle. His eyes gazing into mine, the intense stare from the emerald green marbles, with lacings of silver. "I won't" I mumbled, his lips dangerously close to mine, as we stayed like that, neither of us even attempted to move. 




Alexis Cassidy is a teenager with a terrible home life. So she goes to live with a social worker named Laura because of her family issues. This is where she meets Zayden Manson, the social workers son. She and Zayden don't like each other very much, or that's what they think.All Rights Reserved

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Touching Shadows by BronT86

At 24 years old, Audrey is slowly achieving her dreams. A teacher, working in a challenging, rough-around-the-edges high school, every day is different. Even if it means that occasionally the sports shed burns down, or the police have to make an almost weekly appearance. Her best friend is also a teacher, the life of the party, and the best person to debrief over a glass of wine or three with. She had a handsome and hardworking boyfriend, and a cute little place to call her own. Always ready to play by the rules, Audrey is reliable and respectable, if not a bit boring. But when her life starts to go off the rails, she has some scary decisions to make. She opts to do something completely out of her comfort zone, and just see where it leads her. And to who... A love story about second chances. ¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤ "How dare you! I wouldn't touch you with a ten foot pole!" How was he getting under my skin so easily? "That's a pity. I have a ten foot pole I was so keen to show you. I bet I could change your mind." He was enjoying this way too much, and I wasn't going to hang around and let him taunt me any longer. I turned and started packing my things, silently fuming that he was getting off on making me angry. I felt him moving behind me as I worked, and suddenly he was behind me, whispering in my ear. "It would be so easy to unbutton these silly little shorts of yours... and just bend you over the table right now." My body stiffened and stood straight up, my cheeks now the colour of cherries. I stood still, barely breathing, as he traced a finger down my spine. Then it stopped. I heard him back away. And then the library door jolted shut, leaving me in silence again.

Chaos is Kind | 18+ by AnomalyCity

Warning! Lots of smut, violence and course language throughout the story! When Wren is admitted to a psychiatric care facility, she meets nineteen year old Bellamy Dalton and their relationship is rocky to say the least but when Wren mysteriously wakes up in Bellamy's apartment one morning she is stuck with the question if how she got there and if she should stay. Fighting the connection between the two of them they must decide whether to work through their respectful issues or go their separate ways... ----- He had me sitting on the bathroom counter within seconds and I felt his large hands travel up between my thighs. His fingers were between my folds, running up and back gentle at an agonising pace and covering me in warm trickling liquid. "Fuck-" I moaned against his lips as he nicked my clit momentarily. "Is this what you wanted?" He hissed as my breath hitched and he plunged his fingers deep into me. ----- Disclaimer, I wrote this when I was thirteen and had it sitting in my drafts for a year or two before I edited it a little. I kind of hate it now but anyways- hope y'all like it. It's also a pretty short book with a lot going on in only about 20 chapters but I still re-read it from time to time if I get bored, let me know what you think if you decide to read it :) #1 in neardeath | 31/07/21 #2 in neardeathexperience | 13/08/21 #8 in pyschward | 27/08/21 #9 in bpd | 25/02/22

His Shy Sphinx (18+) ☑ by Zondra_Allison

18+ This is an erotic romance! It is a standalone spinoff from the Distorted Windows Trilogy. Lexie Vanderbrooke is a shy, reserved, polite young woman who has a condition known as heterochromia. One vibrant emerald green eye, one steel blue eye. She has spent her entire life trying to avoid attention, always wanting to blend into the background. Marco Caporali AKA The Enforcer works for a well-known mafia family, the Moretti's. Marco is an enigma of a man, angry and tattoo riddled. He hardly speaks and despises physical contact. He carries a traumatic past with him everywhere that he goes. After a chance meeting with the unique woman when she was 17, he hasn't been able to forget her. When Lexie and her best friend's lives are threatened 5 years later, Marco has no choice but to go to extreme measures to keep her safe. Lexie and Marco will be forced to spend every minute together. Add in a quirky and vibrant best friend and a sexual deviant of a mob boss and these four are about to have an adventure filled with excitement and suspense. Excerpt: "What were you dreaming about?" His voice was rough and low, his fingers flexing slightly against my flat stomach. "Um... I was..." Oh shit. The dream flooded back in, warming my body all over as my thighs pressed tightly together. I could feel just how wet I was. "I wasn't dreaming." "Bullshit, 𝘚𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦. Did you know that you talk in your sleep?" His breath was hot on my neck, my body reacting instinctively as my back arched and my ass pushed tighter against his hard cock. He groaned in response, his body going stiff. His hand released my hip, wrapping his arm around my body and pulling me even tighter against him, his face pushing into the crook of my neck. "You also say pussy in the most seductive way." "Oh, god." My hands flew up to my face, covering it as it flushed hotter. "The way your body moved and the sounds you made..." I gasped when I felt his hot tongue slide over my sensitive skin.

All Monsters Are Human by charu_cs

1St in #possesive 1ST in #abuse 1ST in #arrangedmarriage 1ST in #hatelove 1ST in #rich 1ST in #tortured The next thing she knew was that she was slung on his muscular shoulder. She thrashed her legs, but he carried her as if she weighed no more than a bag of feathers. "Caelum please!" She begged him but he ignored her as he walked through the corridors and into the bedroom. And threw her on the bed. While she was busy recovering her breath, he threw his coat on the floor and started unbuttoning his shirt. "W-what are y-you doing?" she asked. Her face paler than paper. "Exactly what married couples do, love." He said dropping the shirt on the floor, His voice so full of viciousness that she almost choked on them. She dragged herself back on the bed sobbing, "no.." He grabbed her legs and pulled her towards himself. He crawled on top of her. He looked into her terrified eyes and whispered, "You make me do terrible things, my dear Rose." He wiped a stray tear from her chin before grabbing it. "I will bruise your lip and scar your knees and love you too hard.." he brushed his lips on hers, "I will destroy you. And when I leave, You will finally understand why storms are named after humans." ........................... Rosette never had an easy life, and after the death of her mother, when she thought things couldn't get worse, her life started going fully downhill. She was tortured beyond repair in her own house. She could only dream of being loved. She dreamed of getting married and finally breaking free from all these cages, but fate had other plans for her. Her life going totally downhill, turned upside down when she was married to the biggest business tycoon in the city. Will this marriage totally wreck her? Would the promise of love be fulfilled? Would she ever be able to break free?.... Read the story to know :) Cover by ~ @__AK__WRITES Note: This story contains sexual and violent content.

Tainted laws by _xmisseuwsx_

"The mafia boss and his greatest weakness" ------------------------------- Alexa runs away from home at the ripe age of 17. Her mission? To stay away from her treacherous past. She has never wanted the life that was forced upon her. She never thought about help, let alone begged for it. She now aches for it, as the challenge ahead of her is something beyond only her control. This means she will need more than just her unbreakable exterior and stone cold heart to fight this impossible battle. Will her ego get in the way and make her lose sight of what she is fighting for? or will she be able to set it aside and accept an offer from someone she never would have anticipated to sit in the same room with without putting a gun down his throat?

Hate You Not by Arin_Meadow

After losing her memories to a tragic event she doesn't remember, she is left with a brother and blur fragments of her past to live with. Malvina is determined to live life forward rather than dwelling on the past. A set life plan and her beloved brother by her side, she doesn't need much from life. Enters a mysterious, dark-eyes stranger who treats her like the most precious treasure, but why? Adrian Reed knows one thing in life, his Malvina and he will do anything to have her back. It's a past they both share but only one remembers. How will they overcome this distance? Join Adrian and Malvina's story of love and hate and passion. MALVINA ASHFORD: I closed the closet door with all the skeletons in it, locked it, and left it in the bottom of the ocean, now I have only one purpose - to protect my brother. My life was fine until he arrived in it, with the key to the closet along with him. Wreaked havoc on my mind and heart and kept me craving for more. ADRIAN REED: I want her. I have wanted her since she came into my life ten years ago. There are memories she doesn't remember, and I cannot forget. She hated me, but that hate was blur under her forgotten memories. This time I won't make a mistake. I will make her fall in love with me. When love meets secrets and pasts meets present, old stories are revived. Is that it? Are they the only players in this game or are they both being played? Join the journey of Malvina and Adrian, discover lies, secrets and hidden love. [UPDATE EVERY SATURDAY] FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM FOR UPDATES RELATED TO THE BOOK. LINK IN MY BIO.

Life Is A Living Hell by Nazanin_Broman

MATURE CONTENT +18 "Why do you always defy me, Olivia?" he whispered on my skin, lightly nibbling, and biting my neck, which caused goosebumps to appear on my skin. His hold around my waist got stronger. "I want to punish you so bad." He pushed himself closer to my body, forcing me to feel every inch of his stone hard body since I was stuck between him and the wall behind me. "Mm?" he mumbled as he left feathery wet kisses on my neck down to my collarbone. Kisses that strangely made my knees weak. His warm breath left my neck when he abruptly stepped back. He stared blankly at my brown eyes. "Now get the fuck out of my room."

Toxicity |18+| ✔️ by waterandfire_xox

|18+| I push her slightly onto the table so she sits right in front of me. "Do you want this?" She hums in response as I take her lips in for a needy kiss. "Yes or no?" I demand. I need words, not a hum. "Yes, please," she sighs. Her eyes travel to my length again, only this time she gasps slightly louder. The reaction on her face provokes a smile on my face, she is so scared. ◌୭˚➶. ˚✧˖° Aiden and Aaliyah are done. Or at least that's what Aaliyah claims. They split up for a reason, and it's a good one, to be candid. Aaliyah is plagued with lies and regret. Lost and scepticism torment's Aiden. Despite all that, they are "happily" living their "independent, drama-free" lives. Nonetheless, you know what they say... "An intoxicated chemical pull between two people is almost like a magnetic attraction- Only stronger." Cover by @meha-k

In the Moonlight [Completed] by Red_Pheonix26

"Are you stalking me?" His deep voice asked. "You wish, that would mean I actually thought about you enough to wonder where you are." I looked away smugly. Max moved closer to me until his face was right in front of mine. "You're saying you don't think about me?" He smirked, fully knowing what the proximity was doing to me. "I don't, why? Did you want me to?" I Regained my composure as I moved even closer, our lips nearly touching. ~~~ Alexa is a normal girl who just wanted to get through school without any trouble. She didn't want any attention. She just wanted to leave those nightmares behind, forgetting what happened before. However, all of that changes when her mum gets married and she's forced to move to a new city. Leaving everything behind, she hopes to blend in and go to university but life has other plans. In the woods, lurking in the shadows is someone who can't stay away and will definitely ruin all of Alexa's plans and change her life showing her that things aren't always as they seem. How can two people that hate each other be mates? To add to the mix, parties, late night discussions and a school trip is sure to add drama to her life. Warning: this story is sometimes very cliché and has a few of my own twists on it. The guy might make you cry, laugh or blush and wish guys like him existed in real life. (Well, at least further into the story.) This story contains swearing and some slightly mature content. You have been warned. Best rankings: - #2 humanxwerewolf - #1 gift ~This is my first story and I hope you will give it a chance!~ I promise it will get better. Important: I do not own any of the videos, music or images I use in this story.

This Rose Bleeds by UniPooDeux

Nathan's life: school, work, secrets, and survival. Ryder's life: soccer, friends, awesomeness, and his mom's annoying attempts to set him up. Nathan doesn't need any more trouble, but when he meets Ryder, trouble is all he gets. (BOYXBOY. NO LIKEY MY NATEY? GET DA FLUCK OFF MY STORY! also trauma warning, pls stay safe if you are triggered my mature scenes/traumatic experiences) HEY O BUDDY O PALS! If this story looks familiar, it's because you might have read TRB on my old account UnicornPoo. I lost the account T__T so I'll be reposting here! And on the bright side, I'll be doing some revision since this was written back in 2012-2017 and it could use a facelift. THANK YOU THANK YOU! ENJOY!

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Touching Shadows

At 24 years old, Audrey is slowly achieving her dreams. A teacher, working in a challenging, rough-around-the-edges high school, every day is different. Even if it means that occasionally the sports shed burns down, or the police have to make an almost weekly appearance. Her best friend is also a teacher, the life of the party, and the best person to debrief over a glass of wine or three with. She had a handsome and hardworking boyfriend, and a cute little place to call her own. Always ready to play by the rules, Audrey is reliable and respectable, if not a bit boring. But when her life starts to go off the rails, she has some scary decisions to make. She opts to do something completely out of her comfort zone, and just see where it leads her. And to who... A love story about second chances. ¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤ "How dare you! I wouldn't touch you with a ten foot pole!" How was he getting under my skin so easily? "That's a pity. I have a ten foot pole I was so keen to show you. I bet I could change your mind." He was enjoying this way too much, and I wasn't going to hang around and let him taunt me any longer. I turned and started packing my things, silently fuming that he was getting off on making me angry. I felt him moving behind me as I worked, and suddenly he was behind me, whispering in my ear. "It would be so easy to unbutton these silly little shorts of yours... and just bend you over the table right now." My body stiffened and stood straight up, my cheeks now the colour of cherries. I stood still, barely breathing, as he traced a finger down my spine. Then it stopped. I heard him back away. And then the library door jolted shut, leaving me in silence again.