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Now, you don’t just wake up and decide to kill yourself. Or, at least, I didn’t. I’ve been planning it for a while now. I picked the day: January 16th, 215.  A day with great significance, but not so much significance that I’ll be overshadowed or forgotten. Then I made a list of all of the things I had to do before I, well, you know. So that’s what I did, and now it’s January 16th, 2015 so it’s time to get crack-a-lacking. 
The List is a concept I came up with pretty much as soon as I decided to kill myself. It’s a total of five things that I need to do before I die, but I cannot live once I’ve done them. The first is the easiest, the second is the second easiest, and so on. I’ve got today to do them, so I know I have to get started.All Rights Reserved

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The cut that always bleeds

I was what they called a perfectionist. I had everything planned out and wanted a simple straightforward life. Things at home were hectic, disturbed, painful and heart-breaking. I decided that I wanted to stay away from all people that could possibly hurt me. For example, friends, extended family, judgemental neighbours and worst of all, the one I dreaded the most... love. But of course, as any normal story goes, I was unable to steer clear of love. I was unable to steer clear from him. I let myself drown in merciless water, drown so deep, the surface was out of the question. I let myself escape and wonder in his inequitable love, so blinded, so foolish. I thought I could no longer drown. But that day. That one day. That day ensured my belief. That I would forever drown alone.