Us Before Million Eyes

Sometimes, I wonder how quick can time last if you don't seize it enough. Did I just take for granted a whole decade that I was with her?

Perhaps, I think about it more often than I realize, but regrets sure knows how to stick around; play inside your head, run actively, jump on it again and again nonstop.

Do we only cherish things once we feel it slipping off our loose grip?

Eight years have passed now since the debut of the Nation's girl group Bini. At last, since 2019, we've all agreed to take a real break and have hiatus for once after eight years of peak success and hard-work. It wasn't the easiest decision to make, of course.

Eight years of us achieving dreams and a decade of sharing laughters and tears.

Mikha and Aiah finally decided to settle and bought a house in La Union. Maloi's happily dating Maki, Gwen and Sheena went to each of their hometowns together to spend time with their fam as girlfriends, and Stacey seems to be traveling a lot on her own.

I'm happy for them. They're living blissfully.

Me? It's 2029 and I can't help but think that I just wasted my eight years. The decade I know her. I was never the courageous one. I'm not the risk-taking type of person. Come to think of it. What did I even sacrifice for her? After seeing how people reacted on Mikha and Aiah's relationship, my tail was statued in between my legs.

When will I be ready? Once it's gone?

"Come on, give me your smile again. Hold me, look at me with those loving and gentle eyes once more. I promise to make it right. I swear, I'll love you much better than before."