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Mantodea

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"Qimir hated sleeping. Hated the feeling of losing consciousness, hated laying still,hated meditation even though he did it everyday,he hated the calm before a storm, he hated dying." Mae/Qimir one shot 

tw for violence,death,vomit,angst and any typos 

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ʷʰᵒ ᴵ'ᵐ ᵐᵉᵃⁿᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ; ᵐᵃˡ ᵇᵉʳᵗʰᵃ by cherubstar

╰┈➤... ᴵᶠ ᵒⁿˡʸ ᴵ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ʳᵉᵃᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ˢⁱᵍⁿˢ ⁱⁿ ᶠʳᵒⁿᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵐᵉ ; ᴵ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ᶠⁱⁿᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᵃʸ ᵗᵒ ʷʰᵒ ᴵ'ᵐ ᵐᵉᵃⁿᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ¡! ❞ 〰・❦・〰 Mal already identified the root of the problem, or at least one of them. For one, her emotions were out of control. She never got a peace of mind being left alone with herself. She was either blaming herself for actions, or she was traumatized at night by memories on this... place. The same place she felt more comfortable coming back to. Why did she come back? Why was the Isle her safe place? The same place she was punished on consistently for breathing incorrectly if her mother viewed it as so. But even still... it was her pain and her happiness. She felt more trapped and boxed on in Auradon than on the Isle. Was this a bad thing? Did she cause herself to feel that way? Was it Ben? Ben. The thought of him made her put the list against her chest. She felt terrible for leaving him.. but they were in a tough place. He wasn't listening; he wasn't hearing. She was impatient; her expectations.. could they be considered high? Should she focus more on working on her relationship than herself? No, in order to fix the relationship she'd have to fix herself. But she's a part of the relationship... Barely being here fifteen minutes and already struggling within her emotions, Mal began growing an headaches. The headache told her it was time to rest someplace quiet, to ride out the storm within her brain, for in time pain does ebb. "Working on myself hurts..." the purple head muttered in defeat, sighing a bit afterwards. A smirk spread across her face as her eyes landed on an rock had a forget-me-not hue. It was time to go home. ‎〰・❦・〰

The 10 Duel Commitments by SavingPeter

**A twist on the Lee-Laurens duel in which John gets shot instead** Alex knew he wouldn't be able to sleep. Not that night, not for the next three nights. See, anytime he closed his eyes he could hear the bullet as it exploded from the barrel of the gun; see John as the color drained from his face, staggering backward trying everything he could to stay upright. He could feel his friend as he trembled in his arms, struggling to catch his breath; smell the pungent fumes of gun powder enveloping the two and taste his tears, feeling himself fall apart from the inside out. So keeping these things in mind, no, sleep, in fact, was not an option. **This beautiful cover was made by the amazing @KinziFace! Thank you so much!**

Interstellar Hope by Ana_s_Writings

Book 2 in the ''Interstellar'' series. A lot can happen in just a few months. Good moments, bad moments, normal days, and days that make you want to climb the walls around you and separate heads from their respective bodies. But then there's that one day, that one moment, that can haunt you for the rest of your life. That one day or moment where you wished you had done things differently, where you wished you could go back to and maybe listen to your gut and not dismiss it so quickly. Maybe, just maybe, if you had, things wouldn't have changed so much from where they were just a few months before. New account, since Wattpad deleted my old one. If you like my stories, check out my reading lists. All stories are separated by fandom. Hope you enjoy them. :)

The Peacekeeper by KarkatVantabulous

[[BEFORE YOU READ: it's been years since this fic has been completed but I've recently begun a revisited/rewritten version of it on AO3 as well as here. Look for it on my page or here's the link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/44269315/chapters/111327910 ]] Karkat mysteriously gets thrown into a universe different than the one he was expecting. The worst part is he was alone. For six long years he's gone, his friends accepted the fact that he might be dead. Everyone's moved on. But suddenly, the same beam of light that took him away, brought him right back, but Karkat isn't the same. He might never be the same.

Inevitable Destruction by Sanna_is_alone

Dazai angst I felt like writing ACTUAL WRITING WILL BE POSTED BY APRIL 30TH !PLEASE MIND THE TW'S THIS IS INCREDIBLY HEAVY! Child endangerment Child abuse Hypothermia Starvation/Descriptions of intense hunger Suicidal thoughts/Ideation Implications of non consensual medical drug usage Self harm Blood Gun/Blades Thoughts/Urges to hurt others (?) Dehumanization Depression Self neglect Suicide/Attempt (VERY descriptive) Panic attack descriptions Slight religious imagery (?) Descriptions of gore/injury Brief mention of torture Law breaking/reckless driving (?) Emotional suppression (?) Drastic mood swings/changes Mentioned character death Playlist on first part and taking suggestions

To Tend Our Wounds: PART II OF 'TO CURSE THE DARKNESS' (Kylo/OC) by Midnightrose227

Kylo Ren finds himself struggling with issues of great import that could not only derail his efforts within the First Order, but could even cost him his life. What is he willing to do in order to survive, and who will be by his side as he struggles against himself? Drug Addiction, Drug Use, Drug Abuse, Inappropriate Use of the Force, Drug Withdrawal, Rape/Non-con Elements, Explicit Sexual Content, Explicit Language, Non-Consensual Spanking, Hate to Love, Dominant Kylo Ren, Kylo Ren Needs a Hug, Kylo Ren Has Issues, Protective Kylo Ren, Kylo Ren is Not Nice, Verbal Humiliation, Size Difference, First Order Politics (Star Wars), Daddy Issues, Codependency, Imprisonment, Submission, Face Slapping, Large Cock, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Power Play, Slow Burn, Painful Sex, Crash Landing, Smut, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence. **You may notice (if you're old enough to remember) that some of the chapter titles have been taken from albums by the band Journey.**

Selfish Desire [Bfb fanfic] by SoftiePyro

[THIS FANFIC IS OLD & EDGY AND A HORRIBLE ATTEMPT TO RIP OFF FEAR GARDEN AS I HATE TO ADMIT DONT READ IF YOURE NOT INTO THAT] TW •Blood ig (I'll add some gore drawings here eventually.) •Violence •Death..duh •Bitches😎👍 Liy once lived in a almost normal life. Everything was fine. But it all went down when something went inside of her mindset. It created a 'itch' for her to kill. It was her desire to get rid of his 'itch' but the result is killing her friends. Will Liy ever escape this nightmare of this desire of hers?

𝐀𝐦𝐛𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 || 𝐅𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐎𝐝𝐚𝐢𝐫 by gaymitch

am·biv·a·lence /amˈbivələns/ noun the state of having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone. It all started with Elliot's eyes not budging from the screen that sat in her kitchen. She sat in silence, she knew he could pull through but if he didn't she wanted to know, so she sat in that chair or paced around the hardwood floor for almost three weeks. Anxiety attacks after one another. but then everything stopped, he was dead, she had no one and, it was all because of him. When her nightmares become real once more. Having to go back into the Games. Again. Enemies to lovers (kinda) Fem oc x Finnick Odair Catching fire - Mockingjay part 2 flash backs included Slowburn TW⚠️: Death, torture, prostitution, Violence, PTSD, Alcoholism, Addiction, ect. Started: November 25th 2021 Published: December 6th 2021 Finished: November 26th 2022

Hurt Me Harder (Kylo Ren x Reader) by trisswrites

Your talent in English literature hasn't gone unnoticed by your professor, Kylo Ren, but you lack the focus and application to meet your full potential. Perhaps he can urge you to give in to that potential. And to him. But the more you learn about Kylo Ren, the more you realize you can use his own tactics as a professor to help unravel the past that he refuses to face. Or, you're infatuated with your dark and brooding English professor, Kylo Ren, who, to your surprise, returns the sentiment. This is a LONG-FORM, SLOW-BURN (emotionally, not sexually) work. Please take note of that if that's not your cup of tea! That's just my style of writing, and reading for that matter, which is okay. And if that's not your cup of tea, that's okay too! Originally posted to ao3, expanded to wattpad so it can be accessibly to anyone who may want to read it, but on a different platform. This story is 18+. Periodt. Please consider the following warnings/tags. Also, a disclaimer, this story can be fairly dark. Please remember the importance of clear consent and communications if your everyday lives. -light bdsm, -slapping, -choking, -rough sex, -freudian elements, -sub/dom, -dirty talk, -over-stimulation, -so on and so forth. Additionally, there are themes of family illnesses (cancer/heart conditions/death), absent parents, dysfunctional families. Please be careful or opt out if these themes, or the above tags, are triggering or are harmful for your mental health in any way, as most or all of them are prevalent and recurring throughout the entire work. Your well-being is way more important than any fanfic.

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The 10 Duel Commitments cover

Interstellar Hope cover

The Peacekeeper cover

Inevitable Destruction cover

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Selfish Desire [Bfb fanfic] cover

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ʷʰᵒ ᴵ'ᵐ ᵐᵉᵃⁿᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ; ᵐᵃˡ ᵇᵉʳᵗʰᵃ

╰┈➤... ᴵᶠ ᵒⁿˡʸ ᴵ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ʳᵉᵃᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ˢⁱᵍⁿˢ ⁱⁿ ᶠʳᵒⁿᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵐᵉ ; ᴵ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ᶠⁱⁿᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᵃʸ ᵗᵒ ʷʰᵒ ᴵ'ᵐ ᵐᵉᵃⁿᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ¡! ❞ 〰・❦・〰 Mal already identified the root of the problem, or at least one of them. For one, her emotions were out of control. She never got a peace of mind being left alone with herself. She was either blaming herself for actions, or she was traumatized at night by memories on this... place. The same place she felt more comfortable coming back to. Why did she come back? Why was the Isle her safe place? The same place she was punished on consistently for breathing incorrectly if her mother viewed it as so. But even still... it was her pain and her happiness. She felt more trapped and boxed on in Auradon than on the Isle. Was this a bad thing? Did she cause herself to feel that way? Was it Ben? Ben. The thought of him made her put the list against her chest. She felt terrible for leaving him.. but they were in a tough place. He wasn't listening; he wasn't hearing. She was impatient; her expectations.. could they be considered high? Should she focus more on working on her relationship than herself? No, in order to fix the relationship she'd have to fix herself. But she's a part of the relationship... Barely being here fifteen minutes and already struggling within her emotions, Mal began growing an headaches. The headache told her it was time to rest someplace quiet, to ride out the storm within her brain, for in time pain does ebb. "Working on myself hurts..." the purple head muttered in defeat, sighing a bit afterwards. A smirk spread across her face as her eyes landed on an rock had a forget-me-not hue. It was time to go home. ‎〰・❦・〰