I just want to understand what I'm doing wrong, that nobody wants anything to do with me. The only person who accepted me from the beginning as I am was my favorite teacher. It's so hard to get up every day with teacher attachment when you know that he's not at school today or that he's not teaching you anymore. As if that wasn't hard enough, there's also the perfectionism in sports, which is destroying me psychologically. But never thought that a teacher could change my world like that, he pulled me out of the black hole...
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