INSIDE MONSTER. THE FUGITIVE.

DooSan's POV:

„Only pain has been close to me in the last year. Pain and agony at the same time, something that often makes my head crack because of so many questions that don't have an answer, but which still make my soul bleed. Yes, I can't feel different, not as long as I can't understand why what happened a year ago and eight years ago happened. Better said, I can't understand SolHi and her silence. I can't understand why she ignores and avoids me because if she has really done what she says she's done and if she killed both my brother and her damn former colleague, she should have looked into my eyes as she has promised me, ask for forgiveness, and, not least, to complete her plan: that plan when she ends her life paying for her dastardly deed. Nevertheless...

...the thought that something rotten is hidden among all the things that happened in the past didn't abandon me all this year. It had always been present in my mind, even when my friends hadn't been with me. They cruelly betrayed me as the woman I loved with all my heart betrayed me, a woman whom I intend to ask at any cost to pay for everything she has done.

Yet, until this happiness, I still have a lot to wait for. I have to do that because I have to find out the truth first and find solutions after that. I want this with all my heart and this is something I dreamt of since YuSan's death: revenge. Nevertheless, this time something is different because I don't want revenge at any cost or to make the „guilty ones" pay - guilty people that others point with their fingers and try to convince me of their guilt. No, this time I will act differently and only as I feel: I'll find out the truth, who is really guilty for my suffering that has been lasting for years, and who broke my soul into pieces and why. Only then will I step over souls and trample others under my feet - the only way I'll feel that my revenge is over and I'll feel free again."