Staring Over

This is NOT a story or a fanfiction. This is just my ramblings as I try to process my life at the moment. A lot of it will not make sense. A lot of it is dark and there are some very dark times mentioned as well. I will NOT being putting up a trigger list, this is MY life and honestly life doesn't give us trigger warnings so I feel no need to list them. I am giving ample warning that there are dark times ahead and they will be hard for some people to read. Hell, honestly I will be shocked if anyone reads this. Like I said, this is not a story and there will not be a happily ever after. You have been warned.