Hopeless Eternity

The idea of dying never really scares me.

Days blurred, and night comes crushing-
I felt so lost.

It wasn't because I couldn't bear life any more-no.
It was simply because I feel hollow.

Then you came along.

An anchor that holds me in place; from the whirlwind of questions, I shouldn't even bother.

She's a hurricane of warmth and comfort.

The word beautiful can't describe her very essence.

In her presence, my soul is bound to be filled, as if it were shallow-she took my soul.

With her, the world seems different.

The idea of dying now is a scary thought.
It wasn't about surviving another day.
It was about the idea of living for tomorrow.
So I can be with her.

The dedication she put into doing
everything from simply surviving.

Her smile changed everything.

In the process, I found myself looking forward to each day. For the promised tomorrow to come-
not to see her, but to embrace the future we want together.

a home without judgement and expectations.

Her very existence saved me.
Making me want to live again,
It made me want to love my life again.

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She told me that:

"Love isn't about the willingness to die for someone; it's about what will make you forget death."-to live for her.