Weakness

If I say I'm strong, I didn't really mean I am strong like I can carry 50 kilos barbell or a 20 kilos sack of rice...

But what I mean is my feelings, I always say to them that I am okay, I'm fine, I know how to handle this, I can do this, I know I can, fighting, it's just easy.

But deep inside I know I can't do it, I know I need someone's help, someone's support...

They're always asking me if how did I do it? how do I make it? congratulations!... But never You can do it!! We're always rooting for you!! You can make it!!...

What if one day, they start acting like they care? they start asking you if you're okay? they start giving you attention? a full support?

Would you take that chance? or would you rather stay like that? a child that's always hiding it's feelings towards people, a child that's keeping secrets, feelings...

Am I strong? or weak? or scared that people might make fun of it?

- Solene

08/22/2024 |dntmrblnc|