A Proxy's Purpose (Ticci Toby x fem reader)

young, 19-year-old (y/n). It was a tragic story really, or so she was told.
Prior to being a Proxy, (y/n) had no idea what events lead to this... let's just say, unfortune outcome. Anytime she'd ask what happened to her, Fellow proxies would claim that it was, 'better if she didn't know'. Though (y/n) truly didn't care if it was good for her or not, what did they know...
The ugly past that she had faced in her previous life, that was no longer considered her own, still haunted her in brief sparks of nostalgia and triggers that sent her off. Anger was the only thing she could feel when she felt like her own truth was being hidden away from her.
It angered her almost as much as he did. 'He' being the infamous Ticci Toby, or Tobias Rodgers.
(y/n) hated him more than anything. Why? because he was the only one that she knew currently that reminded her of her past. The apparently dark one. She just couldn't decipher what parts of it. Was he good or bad? Did Toby hurt her or make her feel good? Either way, she'd hate him until she found out. Will she ever find out...?

Hello!
I ran out of toby stories to read so im making my own.
A fair warning this might contain SMUT in the future, but definitely ANGST.
Enjoy lovies!