And Yet I Smile - Updated and Revised
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  • Reads 797
  • Votes 100
  • Parts 32
  • Time 7h 32m
Ongoing, First published Aug 23, 2024
Fifteen-year-old, Sophie, is just trying to navigate high school in 2007 with her Christian faith intact. Friends, boys, bullies, death, and spiritual warfare will push her to her limits. Will her faith stand up to the trials ahead? Or will it crumble under the pressure?

Andrew is a troubled soul. On a path of self-destruction, he often jokes that only God could save him. He had no idea that God would use a girl to do it. 

Josh is a typical teenage boy crushing on his best friend. Could a good Christian girl ever love him as he is? Doubtful, but after almost two years of friendship he's tired of the friendzone. Can Josh win her heart? 

Sophie cares deeply for both boys but in very different ways. A tortured soul she must rescue. A playboy she must tame. Can she do either all the while protecting her heart and her Christian faith? 

*Trigger Warnings* Strong language, SA, bullying, descriptions of child abuse, strong religious views, demons, self harm
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