hey, i'm ruby. i'm a 'not okay student' who just wants to relate to people. i feel like im going slightly crazy, and i don't feel that anyone really understands me. i'm making this one shots book so others can relate and feel hopefully understood, too.
JUST TO BE CLEAR: there is absolutely no smut/relations between the teacher and student in this book!!!
i will be taking prompts too! you can comment your prompt at the end of each one shot, and i will write a one shot from the prompt, if i deem it appropriate (no relations/smut etc)
WARNINGS: there will be mentions of suicide attempts, suicidal thoughts, self harm, depression, anxiety, ill family members, stress and possibly more but i'm not sure yet.
i will out the warnings at the start of each one shot.
remember: you are valid, no matter what you are going through. feel free to skip any one shot that may trigger you. please take care of yourselves, are please try to talk to someone about what you are going through if you aren't well. you are so loved.
btw... i have never written before, but i haven been drawn to writing since i was tiny. i'm also 17 so, go easy on me? or laugh idrc. also yes, i will be writing in lowercase the entire time because its my book and i want to. caps make me wanna die.
Elliot's partner was his whole world, but after Allan's death, his ghost haunts Elliot's dreams. Everyone tells Elliot to move on, but he isn't sure he can.
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It's been a year since the love of Elliot's life, Allan, passed away. Everyone thinks he should have recovered after that much time, but Allan still haunts Elliot every night. He struggles to maintain relationships with his family, and despite a coworkers interest he can't summon up the courage to date. Elliot is living for the past, because to live for the present means he'll have to live with a hole in his heart. But the question Elliot has to face chases him through his monotonous days: is mourning Allan with everything he has truly living?
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