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Who am I really

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Parts 22
Time 2h 49m

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I'm Lashawn James Kincaid, son of Sasha and Sean Kincaid, I was adopted when I was four by them. They and my brother Washington always made me feel that I was loved and so did the rest of my family, and even Ms. Parker our housekeeper.
But there was a part of me that was missing, I loved my dad's, but I had to know who my real parents were.

I guess I wondered because I was born HIV positive, my dads always told me I didn't have to share that with anyone, and by being undetectable why do that. By the time I was sixty I started dating, but I never had sex, I wasn't sure if it was because of the HIV or that I wasn't sure of my sexuality, my brother was heterosexual and growing up with same sex parents didn't bother him as far as his sexuality, all he knew was that our dads loved us and we had to make our own path in life. I knew our dads loved us, but I still wanted to know who I am, read more of my story in (Who am I really)All Rights Reserved

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