Time Machine

"If I had a time machine, I'd save myself the misery
I'd go back to when you left me, warn myself that it'd get messy
I would flip the narrative, break it off before you did
I'd leave out important details, even block your name on email
Conversations that replay in my head
Far too late, but here's what I should've said
My feelings aren't a game
(Liar!) I'd say it to your face
You are my worst mistake, you never deserved me
(Coward!) I wish we never met
(Loser!) Have fun with the regret
You never deserved me, doing better anyway
If I had a second chance, I'd gaslight you then hold your hand
Lying about everything, make you feel the way it stings
If I could repeat that day, I'd make you cry, watch you decay
Promise what we had was real, but truly, it was sex appeal
Damage done, and now you've ripped me into shreds (ripped me into shreds)
Far too late, but here's what I should've said"

In which Felicity Green is reborn as Felicity Smoke before she even made it there though the first ten episodes of Arrow. And at the same time her sister, Caitlin Green is being reborn as Caitlin Snow.

(Different book for Caitlin Green/Snow)