The Mad Story That Is My Life

What do I even want to do in life? I never really thought about it, I've always been brainwashed by him, but that's not how it is in reality, that's just my family, college has proved that, it's all different, it's not the same story with my friends, you know you always think every family is like yours, but it's not, it's all different, but why is mine so different from everyone else, I'm not normal, why have I never even thought about this.