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Through My Eyes

Benjamin-Kaiser-91

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Reads 210
Votes 15
Parts 7
Time 52m

Benjamin-Kaiser-91

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+18 Welcome to my life, where I will journal entry write and upload real pictures of the real details of my life.  Little about me I'm an American who works as an independent executive protection agent, I'm proficient in 4 languages other than English.  I've traveled and spent more than 3 months living in the following countries.  Afghanistan, Columbia, Chile, Cuba, Egypt, El Salvador, Germany, Guatemala, Italy, New Zealand, Peru, Romania, South Korea, and United Kingdom.  Trigger warning this story will have details and incidents that might be too much for some people, so I warn you in advance.  I will be talking about my rough childhood, my sexual abuse I suffered as a child, heartbreak, but also a lot of good as well.  I'm not pulling any punches, and the gloves are off in this gripping story of my life.  You will be able to see my life through my eyes in this read.  I will also be open to talk and be very active with my readers and their comments and messages in this adventure.  Some names and people will be changed or given generic titles for their privacy.All Rights Reserved

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