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Through My Eyes

Benjamin-Kaiser-91

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Reads 210
Votes 15
Parts 7
Time 52m

Benjamin-Kaiser-91

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+18 Welcome to my life, where I will journal entry write and upload real pictures of the real details of my life.  Little about me I'm an American who works as an independent executive protection agent, I'm proficient in 4 languages other than English.  I've traveled and spent more than 3 months living in the following countries.  Afghanistan, Columbia, Chile, Cuba, Egypt, El Salvador, Germany, Guatemala, Italy, New Zealand, Peru, Romania, South Korea, and United Kingdom.  Trigger warning this story will have details and incidents that might be too much for some people, so I warn you in advance.  I will be talking about my rough childhood, my sexual abuse I suffered as a child, heartbreak, but also a lot of good as well.  I'm not pulling any punches, and the gloves are off in this gripping story of my life.  You will be able to see my life through my eyes in this read.  I will also be open to talk and be very active with my readers and their comments and messages in this adventure.  Some names and people will be changed or given generic titles for their privacy.All Rights Reserved

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SWEET REVENGE by monica23031

The exact words he threw at my face still haunts my dreams every single night and I think I'm starting to believe him. "Wish I've never met you I was so young and stupid, no wonder no one wanted to be with you, you are just holding me down and I honestly just got bored, needed a new chapter in my life that was the main reason I did what I had to do to keep myself happy. I just don't want to lie to myself anymore. I can't do this. I need to be free for once in my life. I'm so relieved that I don't have to marry you anymore, it's like a dead weight lifted from my shoulders. JUST LEAVE! GET OUT NOW! '' I just didn't know what to do that day I way so shocked, one minute we were one big happy family and the next he throws everything we build up as a family. I should had been warned by his actions the last month that we spend together. He knew that he was my first for everything and that gave him a push on his ego. Always bragged about being my first and claiming power over the situation. I was blinded by all of his charms and I see that now, I'm so sorry I did not listen Laura, you were just trying to protect me , that's what best friends are for but I chose him and I am truly sorry. I promise I will get a way to show him that I am not just a waste of space and I am going to do it all just for me and my baby girl. **WARNING** Sexual language and mature content Read at own risk ;) https://www.buymeacoffee.com/Monicanaude

Vanished Into Thin Air (Rossi Series Book #1) by Life_Under_The_Stars

Gemma was five when she was kidnapped. Her nanny was just a few feet away picking up Renzo's favorite salad dressing. Gemma was grabbed from behind out of the cart. When she screamed nothing came out. Her world turned black. She was kidnapped for 10 years. Her memories of her family back home were slowly fading. She could remember faces of some but eyes of others. She couldn't remember if they were brothers, cousins, best friends. She just knew these eyes were important. The faces she remembered were just as important. The beating, the abuse, and the torture couldn't erase them out of her memory. They were forever etched in her brain. What happens when her abductors and her are moving back to her homeland? Her town? What happens when she runs into...? Literally 5 of her brothers on the first day of school? Will she remember who they exactly are? Will she ask them for help? Will she survive another beating? See if she can reunite with her family that has missed her for all those years.

Benevolent. by MarvelManiac_

Science says the kindest people are always the loneliest. The countries hate their jobs. Oh no, they loathe it. It's so bleak, so bland, so sad, so full of misery. And one had the idea to leave it. With a group following the one to leave with the same detest for their jobs to make the world go round, they try to flee while the more responsible ones follow after them to try to convince them to come back. They soon realized they have no way to go. No home in an unfamiliar world. At least they have a kind hearted therapist willing to give a stranger her all. No one knew they would fall for such a benevolent woman. {ℂuntryhumans x Reader} e

Fix Me, I'm Broken by Ana11e1y

Walking into an empty house is normal to me. I guess I got tired of saying 'I'm home' when nobody is home to reply. It wasn't always like this. I remember when our family was close. Now we don't see each other any more. We don't talk to each other. We don't eat with each other. We don't ACKNOWLEDGE each other. This all happened after my 'Mother' killed herself. My father blames me. This is my story about how I learned to not count on anyone else but myself. I'm broken. I'm used. No one can fix me. But when the New Boy in town tries to fix me, everything will change. Good change or Bad change, I don't know. Only time will tell. I want to enter this story in the #Wattys2015 please help me out and vote and comment on my story. I'll really appreciate it!!! #Wattys2015 COPYRIGHTED Â© 2014 BY Anallely ALL RIGHTS RESERVED Â®

Disappointment Child. by mikasaackermeat

WARNING:: CONTAINS ABUSE, SEXUAL CONTENT, SEXUAL ASSAULT, BAD LANGUAGE, SELF HARM, AND MURDER. THIS MAY BE TRIGGERING TO A FEW PEOPLE SO PLEASE BE AWARE AS YOU READ THIS STORY. Yes, that's what they call me. According to my family, I am a disappointment. They don't know me, the truth behind my rebellious acts. They don't know what created me, but I do, and it sure as hell isn't fucking pretty. My name? Oh yeah, my name is Tamara (tuh-mar-uh) and this is how I became the girl who- well...just see for yourself. ~~~~~~~~ Thank you for taking the time to read my story. I really enjoyed writing it for you! Its my first story, so please feel free to leave any tips! Thank you! -Valerie Aldava <3

His Little Flower (18+) (Completed) by KtDark7

*Dark Short Story with triggers including abuse/torture and violence, sexual assault, stalking and home invasion* Someone has been been following me. I never see a face or catch a glance of a shadow but I know somethings not quite right. My life changes forever when I arrive home one day to a nightmare. Just when things seem to be looking up he comes back for me, and this time he wants me for more than just one night. ------ Please note: This is a fictional story. Many, if not the vast majority, of the actions taken by the fictional characters are absolutely not ok in real world, non-fictional settings. This is a dark short story that contains triggers and themes such as kidnapping, graphic sexual assault/ sexual objectification, drugging and abuse/torture. DO NOT continue if you don't enjoy reading that sort of thing in fictional worlds. ------ #1 in: HomeInvasion (January 2024) MatureAudience (January 2024) Heldcaptive (January 2024) Captor (January 2024) #2 in Dark (April 2024) #3 in Force (April 2024) #5 in Force (January 2024) ------ Below are some crisis and help hotlines (US numbers) Suicide, Mental Health Crisis: 988 National Human Trafficking Hotline: 1 888 373 7888 National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1 800 799 7233 Emergency Services: 911

Nicole by writteninhaze

My mother had kept secrets from me for as long as I could remember. Never answering anything I asked about my father, my siblings or why they weren't with us was... It was like she was bound to do it. But despite my curiosity, she never failed to give me anything I wanted. Anything but answers. And after so many years, she finally agreed to give me that too. But I guess one can't have everything they want. It was like they were waiting for this day. Waiting for the day when my hopes got high enough for them to crush. To turn my curiosity into grief. I'm Nicole... and this is my story... #tsc22

BROKEN VOWS (Broken Redemption Book 1) by ArianaClarkAuthor

Choosing her cost me everything I'd ever loved... including her. It's why I left the small town where I grew up and vowed never to return. I'm no longer the golden boy with a bright future they all remember. Instead, I carry the scars of a tortured past. A broken man deemed unfit, even by the Navy SEALs he'd dedicated the past decade to serve. What was supposed to be a quick trip to sell my parent's property turned into this twisted journey that forced me to confront my demons. And then there she was. My first love, and deepest regret. The woman who still owns every piece of my blackened heart. When she asked for my time, I couldn't refuse. Now I can't walk away. Not after hearing of the danger her husband, a missing FBI agent, has brought to her doorstep. After everything, I owe her my help. It's why I offer to protect her and her two little girls from the danger circling them. It's a vow I never should have made, given the trail of bodies I've left in my wake. Like the harbinger of death, I'm the last man either of us should trust.

THAT FIRST BREAK (Broken Redemption Prequel 1) by ArianaClarkAuthor

Choosing her cost me everything I'd ever loved... including her. I had everything a guy could ask for, a loving family, the perfect small-town life, and a promising future I had worked hard for. It should have been enough. She was off-limits, my parent's best friend's daughter, practically my sister. I fought my feelings, pretending our soul-deep connection didn't exist. When she confessed she felt the same, I pushed her away, believing our friendship mattered more than temporary infatuation. That she agreed should have come as a relief, but it left me with this void I didn't know how to fill. It's what drove me to the bonfire that night. Right there, with our friends as witnesses, I claimed her. Told her I loved her and made her promises I shouldn't have made. Hours later, it all came crashing down in a whirlwind of fire and ashes. That one split-second choice to go after a girl that wasn't meant for me cost me everything I loved. I never should have crossed that line or given in. It's why she'll forever be my greatest love and deepest regret. This tragic story is the beginning of our end...

Family Comes First by CRAZY40429

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SWEET REVENGE

The exact words he threw at my face still haunts my dreams every single night and I think I'm starting to believe him. "Wish I've never met you I was so young and stupid, no wonder no one wanted to be with you, you are just holding me down and I honestly just got bored, needed a new chapter in my life that was the main reason I did what I had to do to keep myself happy. I just don't want to lie to myself anymore. I can't do this. I need to be free for once in my life. I'm so relieved that I don't have to marry you anymore, it's like a dead weight lifted from my shoulders. JUST LEAVE! GET OUT NOW! '' I just didn't know what to do that day I way so shocked, one minute we were one big happy family and the next he throws everything we build up as a family. I should had been warned by his actions the last month that we spend together. He knew that he was my first for everything and that gave him a push on his ego. Always bragged about being my first and claiming power over the situation. I was blinded by all of his charms and I see that now, I'm so sorry I did not listen Laura, you were just trying to protect me , that's what best friends are for but I chose him and I am truly sorry. I promise I will get a way to show him that I am not just a waste of space and I am going to do it all just for me and my baby girl. WARNING Sexual language and mature content Read at own risk ;) https://www.buymeacoffee.com/Monicanaude