Step into the deeply emotional and gripping narrative of Olivia Benson , a strong and resilient captain who has spent her life protecting others, now forced to face the darkest night of her own life. After a brutal assault by a man from her past, Olivia is left shattered, trying to navigate the aftermath of her trauma while holding onto the pieces of her identity.
Determined to stay strong, she buries the trauma deep, struggling alone in silence. But Amanda Rollins is the first to notice, offering support when Olivia can barely admit she needs it. Then Elliot Stabler, re-entering her life at a crucial moment, refuses to let her retreat into herself.
Together, they remind her of the courage she has always shown others. But facing her own trauma is a new battle, filled with doubts and fears that threaten to consume her. As Olivia wrestles with feelings of shame and self-blame, she must confront the question: can she forgive herself enough to seek justice? And will she ever feel whole again, returning to the work that once defined her?
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TW: story contains violence and sexual assault.
(MY AU)
Elliot is still in and Carisi is in it
This story takes place at the time of Lewis (Season 14 -Season 16) Also after Lewis. Benson hasn't had the best of luck considering she grew up with a constanty drunk mother and she was a product of rape and always reminds her mother about her bad experience. She also hasn't had the best luck with the force considering she has Inhaled toxic fumes not once but TWICE. She also has been held hostage quite a few times. Little does she know that her life will turn upside down and it will get a lot worse for her and the people close to her such as her family...