is this reality? || minho centric

" is this reality ? "

" does everyone feel the same way i do about myself? "

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he compared himself to each of the members; they were beautiful, powerful, strong, talented, and bluntly just perfect

minho could feel himself sink deeper into his thoughts as if he were drowning in a deep, deep ocean. he was sickeningly insecure; and maybe, just maybe, it wasn't just in his head, and everyone around him thought the same thing too.

he felt he didn't deserve to be in the group of the fourth gen leaders, Stray Kids, and deserved to be dead instead.

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THIS STORY INCLUDES:
heavy angst
slight fluff
suicide attempts
self harm
harsh language
eating disorders
violence
all sorts of body shaming
and genuinely just a heartbreaking story!